Okay, i thought i was gonna have a majorily chill day of ‘Kitty koo.’ My pink blackberry rang, with the delightful voice of a lady i’m doing Tv business with. There was a bit of good news, a bit of bad news and a of yeah ‘Well done for you in America’ news. It’s always bizarre to me, how i always always end up with way more work and being way more ‘sellable’ to an American market. I’m loving it and well not only have a booked a couple USA gigerellas, but i have my cosmetics line coming out, i’ve been offered a little tv thing and about 30 minutes ago, i did my interview for ‘Miami Life’ magazine. I love Miami. I need to go again…and get lost in umbrella drinks and shirtlessness. *Hold me back*
On top of my work life, (i’ve noticed that my work life is living life and marketting ME)..i’ve been having a bit of *banter banter- she looks like a monster * with my closest friends ( Yep..Wazza ). I’ve been discussing demon dancing decisions with frantic, but fun loving family (My Mother …sho doesn’t not understand why i must make cups of tea topless) and all of this jiggery pokery has been deliciously tended to, at the same merry time as I *chitter chattered* with my ‘Loverboy,’ on the phone whilst he was at work! I’m getting everything done at once, and i’m doing it like a champion. Deals, friends, family, love and life. I’m completely sober too. I know right! I can’t even believe it.
The worst thing about today has been having to face my dreaded email inbox. I’m haunted by it due to it’s fullness. It’s packed full of pointless junkeroo and well i’m a clutter free zone, therefore it not only annoys me, but also terrifies me. I have important work emails, mixed in with penis enlargement spam, mixed in with fan mail, mixed in with ‘will you come to my event please ‘s, lettered off with pictures to approve, business propositions and marriage proposals from perverts. Woohoo! It’s lovely and scary at the same time…kinda like Me really. Anyway, being oddly productive, i went through it all and sorted through it. I’m eliminating the stress from my life, a *strut* at a time. The weird thing about it was that when i looked up from my laptop, these two random men…workmen I think (not hot ones) were walking around my house, going in every room and looking through everything? I had no idea who they were or how they got in? Then i found out that my dad had just found strangers and LET THEM IN. WTF!!! They stopped to say ‘hello’ to me and i just scowled. I mean, if you’re gonna be workmen, be sweaty, hot and mysterious, not a *tea drinking* friendly, but wants to shake hands. (I have better parts that *shake*) – Loverboy saw it all last night…AND i was in nothing but a tie and heels! He was hot. I swear we must have the most amazing sex life. He claims i’ve given him the best ‘ooh laa’ ever, because i’m apparently quite decent at the old ‘Hmm..what’s that in my mouth?’ He believes i’ve had lessons. Yet, i’m honestly going to give the credit to the fact that i sucked on my babies bottle until i was about 6 years old. You couldn’t snatch that thing off me, even if you tried!
Anyway, right now, i feel like a lot of good things are going to happen to me. I’m happy, filled with love and well anytime i feel down, i’ve noticed that if you immediately try to make yourself happy again…positive things roll back at you threefold. The light at the end of the tunnel isn’t an illusion, in mind it’s the tunnel… that is! I have everything i want right now and not really craving too much more. I’ll do what i do, i’ll live how i’ll live and i’ll love every waking moment of it. Celebrate YOU and be confident enough to make the complete most of who you entirely are! Even if you don’t feel as though your doing anything really…know that simply waking up the next morning is enough. It’s another day, in the life of you…and you’re actually really lucky to have it.
I love you xx
