Morning, my little licks of ‘love festival.‘ How are you? I truly hope life is treating you well and if not, I truly hope you have enough ‘dollar’ to buy yourself booze. If not…may ‘The Gods’ look after you, as I send you all my love, from the bottom of my heart…
Is a morning wine acceptable?
I’m calm. I’m at peace. I’m excited for the future. I’m casually stalking swirls online and I need a massage. I really need one. I mean, at this point, I’d date anyone who was good at a rub down, making cocktails and carrying really heavy things.
(I’d also like ‘nookie.’ That would be good too. But not just with anyone…because I’m just not like that and well nothing is worse than wasting your ‘nookie’ time, on someone who wasn’t worth it.)
Hear me now…
(Why have I called it ‘nookie’ and not just sex? )
Yet, it’s 9.42 am. I’m naked in Yorkshire. I’m wrapped in flamingo bed covers…and i’m blogging on my beaten up pink notebook. (I spent last night doing my Goldfish impression on Insta, simply because a mad amount of people, kept DM’ing me about it..So it’s anything for the ‘gram.’ Lol)
‘Rocco’ my kitten is sprawled out on the window sill, all comfy, like he’s Joan Collins. Ruby’s laid next to me…STILL ASLEEP, with all of her ‘half fro’ out. She’s looks like she’s out of some kind of swaggy nursery rhyme. She also keeps waking up, opening her eyes and whispering..
(At least I can confirm that she’s mine.)
On a downer…Cos we all love a downer…
Lots of my friends have messaged me recently, all stressed out because their own version of life, isn’t panning out exactly the way they wished it to, right now.
Tough times are temporary. Tough people are forever. Learn from both.
Have faith that everything’s going to be alright. You’re exactly where you’re meant to be..
I mean, I know things can be difficult at times, and i’ve been through some shocking times of ‘ah dee dumbilies.’ Yet, I sent one of my guy friends a message the other day…simply because i hadn’t checked in on them in a while…
It went a bit like this..
Me: ‘Hey! Making sure you’re dandy. How are you, lovely?’
Mate: ‘Awful. Things are shit.’
Lovely!! Nice to see, the cheery juice got passed around.
(When people say that, I always think that their trauma must be over something bad, yet small, because when something BIG happens, something that has shocked your system, so utterly much, that you become kinda numb inside. Well, I’ve always noticed, that my friends, will usually respond with ‘i’m fine.‘ I know I would.)
All on the same page then.
So, being the little beam of ‘warm hearted,’ positive ‘sass,’ that I am…I kinda ‘ducked,’ then ‘weaved’ and did that thing where I pretended that hadn’t read the message.
And I know that sounds selfish. But it’s actually not.
I couldn’t be MORE compassionate. People develop when they go through testing times. That’s how I became tough. That’s actually glued together and filled world with love.
Plus, I’m in a really happy place right now and taking on the stress of others, when that stress has nothing to do with me, is not how I got happy.
In the words of my beautiful friend Vicky:
‘Don’t burden yourself with other peoples crazy monkies. It’s not your Circus.’
Anyway, lots of wonderful things are currently happening. I’m obviously working a great deal right now. I’m filming. I’m feeling good. I’m loving being mum. Ruby & Junior make my world complete. However, I have so much whizzing around my mind that I can’t sleep at all.
It’s not a bad thing. I’m just like that.
I’m being asked to influence some of the most beautiful restaurants and exciting cocktail bars…and even though Wunna Land is still growing, I’m feeling pretty lucky. I’m hopefully on my way up.
Plus, I am back on your telly SOON.
You don’t have too long to wait now…
(I’ve just had this weird flash back of KatyP, on a dog lease, at a beer garden and Canadian Lindsey restraining her, from the neck.)
Me: ‘Hmm…cute. Anyway, I’ve had such a busy day.’
KatyP: ‘Wow, it took you literally seconds to make everything all about you.’
I’m also at ‘Singles Night‘ at Kitty Cafe, Leeds, on Sept 21st, in the city centre. You should all come and find love with me…whilst stroking the cutest kittens in all the land. I mean, f all else fails, i got to strut about for insta pics, with a kitten in my hand, right? 😉 Imagine, if I did actually find love there…I feel like I need back up…I need a chick to come with me…
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I had a really lovely ‘bump into,’ the other night. I bumped into old friend ‘Passionate Jaz‘ and ‘Baby Arms Tom.’
Jaz is ace, because she’s warm and lovely, yet filled with a fizz of utter feistiness. (We actually refer to is as ‘passion.’) We’re kinda like cocktails that either ‘smooth’ their way down, or BLOW UP IN YOUR FACE. Depends on how you shook us. 😉
Jaz: ‘I’m like a sinking ship. I’m hit or miss. One end of the ship survives, the other end always dies. Depends on how I wake up…as to what side you get..’
Tom, is like a blond Ken Doll…He is literally the NICEST, most POLITEST human, you will ever meet in your life. YOU CANNOT DISLIKE TOM. It’s impossible.
‘Do you know how hard it is to run to the pub in flip flops..!!’
He got really Peroni pissed, decided he couldn’t see, walked into a door, in the rain, stood in a doorway, pretending to call a taxi, forgot to call a taxi, I called his taxi and then he glazed over in a warm delight, of utter happy Peroni…. numbness?
He definitely slept on the sofa.
Saturday was great!
So much fun.
I can’t wait to do it again.
I have dinner at Teppanyaki & Gusto coming up shortly…I’m in the mood for cocktails…I’m all about Leeds right now (the service is getting better and better)…and well today is a Mummy/Ruby day, as Junior has tottered off to his Papa’s.
Just so you remember…
You are one decision away from a completely different life. Choose wisely. Live largely. Swirl in a buzz of excitement, always.
You really DO only live once. Do not fuck up the merry windows of opportunity that you are presented with…they can change your life…
When you do and that window closes, it is so much harder to crack it back open…
Please believe that anything can happen! All you have to is try….
Thank you for following my life…
Ps/ I must be really happy right now, because you know how I hardly ever eat a lot. I’m a swine for it. I DO eat…but only nibble ‘here and there’ really. I graze. I never fancy a big meal. Yesterday…was the first day, after a really wonderful day, that I actually turned around, looked at my mum (who had popped over to mine) and said…
‘I’m really hungry.’ 🙂
It’s literally been months! 🙂