Exactly that! Much much better! It’s freezing, but the sun is trying to burst out of the clouds. (It’s having a peek.) Ruby and I woke up early to have special Mummy/Ruby time together before work and school. School have told them that they all have to look after and appreciate their Mothers, as it’s coming up to Mother’s Day, so being the ‘must be great at everything they say’ that she is, my now five year old is taking care of me like I’m the Queen of Burma. Lol.
Like last night, before she went to bed, she looked at me and said, ‘Don’t worry Mum. I’m you’re daughter. I’ll look after you.’
I laughed and said, ‘But i’m mum. I’ll look after you. You’re the baby.’
Then she went on a massive how much she loves me rant and as she ranted, her words sort of blurred off into happy noise and I focused in on how grown up, just how BIG she has gotten! IT IS CRAZY! I mean, I can’t even imagine, even remember how tiny she was. How fast it’s flown. All Mum’s go through it. And for being my most feisty child, she is certainly one of the most loving and caring people I know, in my entire life. If she doesn’t like you, you’re doomed. Lol. But if she loves you…you are luckiest person alive. (A bit like her Mother. 🙂 )
Right, it’s almost time for work. I’m all good. Slightly knackered. But great! Crunchy nut cornflakes for breakfast. Happy. Not in the mood for small talk. Annoyed at Ben because he sent me arsey text messages last night. Right now, I don’t have time for arsey. I’m not in the mood. I’m hormonal. However, even when dashed with a mild case of the lows, I’m much much mightier than most people around. Plus, I don’t like it when people try and edit how I feel. I know, how i feel and I know how to deliver my emotions.I’m not a child. He needs to *rewind* a little bit and relook at the levels of support in every area, that i have given him over the past year, before he begins to tipper tapper on his text. Especially with the shite that he’s going through with other people that he regarded as friends.
On the other hand. Thank you to everyone that sent me lovely messages. I read them. I appreciate them. Support is welcomed and I’m happy.
Off to work! x
See you later! x