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Day 7 and i’m completely on doss mode now. It seems once i’ve accomplished the majority, I sort of tango with a mixture of ‘yeah the bulk is down’ and ‘can’t be botheredness’ 🙂 therefor instead i commit to having fun. It’s plain sailing now, even if it gets really busy. I’ve championed the hardest part…so yeah, roll on the next four day because i’ll breeze with a wink. (I won’t do it very well…but i’ll breeze them.)

I was sort of on ‘can’t be bothered’ mode yesterday as everything was a ballache. However since Keiran had Junior for the evening and Pete has Ruby until late (even though Pete’s being more selfish than Keiran right now, as he likes to fit in his social life, regardless a to whether i get one or not. Keiran’s now the opposite and i love him for it,) I decided to fit in a couple of after work drinks at the local with work mate and date stylist Lydia. She was feeling all down because her ‘love swirl’ was on panic mode. She keeps stressing about the ‘what if’ in the future, then fully enjoying the present. Lol. So she needed a drink and a wing woman. I just wanted to celebrate my ‘done the hump of my 10 days’ with a couple wines…so we clocked off and both ventured out, looking as glam as we could to say we had worked all day. (The great thing about us is that we get ready at the speed of light. By the time half an hour was up…I was outside her house ready…)

We had such a great time ..

and it felt great to actually be publicly social again. I bumped into Rich mid drinks, who was on a dinner and that was good…as he stopped by to say ‘hello’ and it wasn’t weird or awkward at all..it was actually GREAT to chat to him. So i felt much better.

Lydia and I must have talked about EVERYTHING. Mainly boys and our love lives, but EVERYTHING. I was trying to teach her the ways of dating, over bottles of wine and gin and tonics…and we laughed, giggled, got to know each other better and had the best time ever. We’re doing a bigger night soon, as that was just ‘after work’ Sunday drinks! She’s so much fun and well it was good to venture to The Broken Bridge after The Carleton, because I she told me a lot about herself and her personality…y’know the stuff that had happened to her..and i loved that as it meant she felt open enough to chatter to me about her life, her world..and everything in between.

She actually ended up getting text messages from the boy that is her heart’s desire and I then noticed that I hadn’t got any from the Doctor yesterday! HOW ODD. But then like a charm…as soon as he got back from driving..(he was driving back from Wales) I got my ‘You’re so beautiful, thinking about you, can’t wait to have you in my arms’ message…:) 🙂 and then he messaged me all night,

I text fought with Ben all yesterday. The puzzle isn’t that hard, but he literally has no idea how to make anything right with me.

I finally got Ruby back, whilst i scoffed Burmese food that my mum had got me and I watched the last part of ‘The Bachelor.’ God i adore JUAN PABLO.

Ruby got back poorly and isn’t able to venture to school today. Poor thing. And well, I couldn’t sleep? I fell asleep…but then found myself awake at 1am. So i did what any girl in need would do and put it up as a Facebook status. 🙂

And guess who came to my rescue. Cloughy!! Now, remember i don’t know Cloughy that well, but he began chittering me with, because of the log cabins that we’re both going to. We’ve chattered quite a bit since then..on and off..always funny, always interesting.

But last night, whilst he was on a night shift, or whatever he was doing? Cloughy managed to cradle my soul mentally and calm me enough to send me to sleep. Lol. He really did. He’s like some mental mind wizard…(he put that on his CV) and i’m finding him more and more interesting because right now, i’m into mental stimulation…one of the main reasons that I like the Spanish Doctor, other than the fact that he’s so romantic…is the fact that for once i feel mentally stimulated. Cloughy mentally stimulates me and it’s a nice surprise because i wouldn’t have guessed it. We did have to start again because we were playing some twisted version of ‘ball knocking’ Inception. He stole my dreams and replaced them with his profile picture. But yes…I was impressed, because he managed to puppet me…from across town…and send some Asian Glamour Puss to sleep…without being a bore, but just manipulating her mind….by accident. Super impressed, It made me sexy. He should do that to all  girls…he’d have his ‘wizard stick’ out all the time.

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Then i fell asleep!!!!!

Anyway, i’m off to work now.

Easy Peasy, Day 7.

 

I SMASHED TODAY! I SMASHED IT! I knocked it out the ball park with a stress rash, but a *Va Voom* so viscious, it could make your heart sizzle with ‘ooh laa.’ So yeah, at the half way mark…Wunna pulled through and now i’m plain sailing, as I have not only got one more BIG BUSY day to champion…making the rest seem ‘easy peasy,’ but as soon as tomorrow begins, I’ve done THE MAJORITY of my 10 day run…and i’ll only have FOUR DAYS to left deal with! Wahoo!

It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO busy today and we smashed it!

Anyway, of course and as always, there was part of the day where in which we committed to being fed up. I mean anytime you find yourself playing, real life  ‘tug of war’ with an actually bin bag and silver trash can, with Lydia, who is now officially a glamour puss, because she got he ‘power’ back with boys and is currently enjoying what i call the magical ‘swirl’ of love that we girls go through…you know you’ve hit rock bottom.

I even laughed whilst we were doing it…‘West Hollywood based, Former model Chrissie Wunna, plays with bin bags in her new Pontefract life.’ 

However, in the end it was alright, as we forgot about that, and decided to be Italian for the rest of the day…and sell pretend pizza’s to…well…nobody. ‘Iya Welcoma yooooou to our Piiiizaaariaaaa.’ It wa good times and well I love Lyd’s because she’s irrepressible. It’s hard to get that girl down, even when she feels down, she’ll find a more positive vibe to dilly dally on and that’s how I am by nature..so I love her for it.

Infact it was a busy day full of glamour Pusses, as Natalie is now an official Glamour puss, as she has successful adopted her ‘sassiness’ and owned it like a champion. There’s a secret strength Natalie that I witnessed today and girls with that secret strength are the sexiest. She’s chatty and loud, when she gets to know you…will definitely feel uncomfortable until she gets to know you…yet will put aside her own fears and be able to *victory’ a moment when the hardest times come. She’s a ‘get on with life’ kinda girl…no matter what life throws at her…and i love that in girls…Again i’m the same way…and today I saw that in her…and it was sexy!

Then a granny with dementia came to talk to me and she was beautiful. Beautiful in every way. She even passed me a two pound coin, that she gently massaged into my hand. Her energy was light but magical..and her soul was just lovely. She adored my eyelashes..(NOTE YOU CAN ALL BUY THEM NEXT MONTH 🙂 ) and told me that my eyes were mesmerizing! (That’s what the Spanish Doctor says to me. Wear my lashes…pull everything. Even grannies.) It was just her manner, her approach and the way she touched me. Literally when she massaged my hand, a gentle, warm, peaceful energy transferred through my system…She paused and told lydia and I that we were really good people and she had known a lot of people in her life, (she’s 91) and she just knows good souls, when she sees them. Awww! It was beautiful…

Then we washed pots.

I was knackered by the end of the day, but rolled in with it was a sense of achievement. I even got to go home early…and fit in a bit of shopping.

Once i got home, i cracked open a vino and well that was after helping the babies play ‘Hook a duck’ in the kitchen. (THE GODDAMN HOOK A DUCK is literally the most difficult thing that i have had to conquer ALL DAY. It’s impossible and shit when sober. It’s make a good drinking game. And well…blowing up the goddamn mini paddling pool nearly knocked me out..even though ‘Crow’ did say that i should be good at ‘blowing.’ HAHAH. ‘It should take you 2 seconds Christina, i’ve heard you’re good at blowing…Don’t you also have some blow up boyfriend at home too? !’ Lol. I know i said that i was sexually ready for anything right now…and i am…but i’m never ever blowing a mini paddling pool for fake ducks up AGAIN. What a shit way to spend Saturday evening.

Anyway….

We’re all bathed, fed and watered…and we can’t wait for just chill time and rest. I’ve been fun and sarcastic all day and i liked it. I’M BACK.

Tomorrow i’ll only have 4 days left and once i’ve championed those last few days, i’m gonna have a ‘blow out.’ I need to let loose, have fun and just feel free, excited and let my hair down. Everyone needs balance in life and so far all i’ve done is WORK with no play!

I want ‘play.’ So yes, i’m gonna find fun..nothing too wild, but just fun. I NEED IT. Plus, i’ll be happy as i’ll finally be able to go on that second date with the Spanish Doctor…I promised him a meet up after my work stretch…and i’m a girl of my word…so again after being so shattered it will just be nice to be around a being that i know adores me and will go out of his way to emotionally  spoil me and comfort me. It’ll feel like a fun treat to myself, after such a hard work load. Plus, Lee will pop in Tuesday, if he can drag himself away from saving the world.

Things are on the up…This stretch has definitely made me start drinking….lol

 

 

Morning folks! Happy weekend! You call know that i’m working the entire weekend, lol, so i won’t ramble on about it. Yet just so you know..i’m smack bang in the middle of it, on Day five and despising every inch of it and totally grumpy..which if i’m being honest feels odd when the suns out. (Thought it was meant to snow? I’m sure i did a ‘rain dance’ last night, so work wouldn’t be too packed.)

Anyway, i had a great night, so i’m happy. And i’m not grumpy because of the process work, but grumpy because today i wanted t spend the day with my babies…they’re both off school and nursery..and i’ve got five more days of not spending any time with them, because of work and it’s shitty. It’s what makes me glum. But whatever…i’m half way through it, yet my mind is readjusting and changing about everything. I’d be okay if i could down prosecco at work.

Lovely messages last night. I got a message form a guy friend, saying that he ‘SWORE that i was getting more beautiful’ and that’s always lovely to hear from a guy friend, as it makes you ‘ooh laa.’ Especially because my hormones are in tune ow, meaning i’m back to my regular sense of, let’s say ‘sexuality.’ Lol. So my loins are on the prowl…but i’m calming them down…HONEST! But it is weird, as the older I get the the sexier i feel and the ‘more beautiful’ i feel. I think i’m randomly maturing well and i have no clue why? Maybe i’ll end up on a few more love ‘detours’ before Mr.Right, but i fucking hope not!

Erm…I want to get myself to the log cabin in the forest! I’ve never needed like i do ow, so i’m all ‘gimme, gimme.’ It is the only palce where my family and I find peace.

Then out of nowhere…like i had been really well studied or just fate had wanted me to make sure i knew that the Spanish Doctor was ‘in tune’ with me…I get my regular message saying how he was thinking about me, couldn’t wait to hold me, see me and that I was beautiful…Yet added on was..’I’m currently in North Wales again in with Brother.’ I asked why he was in North Wales a lot, as it sounded fun? Like an adventure…. And the Doctor replies with a..

‘Oh i own a log cabin there, as it’s a good base for me, for all the sports that I do..and i can relax there…in the woods! Lol’

WHAT??? I’m even questioning the uncanniness of this right now. He owns a log cabin in the woods which is my favourite thing to do for relaxing EVER…we’re like TWINS! I can’t even believe it. So I told him how much i loved the cabins in the woods…but i’m literally in shock. I love it. I can’t even decide if it’s coincidence or not?

I’m headed to my forest cabin in the Summer. It’s a big Wunna tradition. Cloughy’s going also for scotch and peace in the hot tub. (In his own cabin.) I’m going to ruin it all for him..and he’s okay with that, as long as booze and food are cheap. I’m soo happy that he’s going, as I love everyone to love everything i do.

Anyway, i’m off now, as i’ve got to get to work. *Wunna weeps here.*

Today wasn’t do bad! ‘Do bad?’ Too bad! See! If i go into things, feeling the worst, I seem to champion them and it all turns out okay in the end. Yeah the day was long. But it was grand! I’m lucky because i’m sort of surrounded by this ‘family’ all day…and we all get along really really well. I’m happy. Day 3..was a breeze! (Now i’ve said that. Day 4 will be shite! Yipppeee!)

My *Va voom* has returned! I’m back. I’m feeling whole. I’m feeling feisty but chipper and i’m very very Wunnafied right now. I want a night out. I need a night out, with friends! I’m BACK…and i’m dipped with winks and ‘ooh laa.’

Other than that, i’ve probably annoyed ‘Baby Adam’ all day, who i adore. He’s sort of like a baby brother to me, but i enjoy that now he’s growing up…lol…he’s turning ever so ‘Wunnafied. ‘ I congratulated him on it today, after finding out he spoilt his girlfriend ‘Demi’ (who i also adore) simply because she was in a mood with him, to her favourite perfume and prosecco, to cheer her up. Yeah, he was probably in the ‘dog house.’ (You can get a delicious cocktail at a little bar in Leeds, by the Doubletree, called ‘The doghouse’ and it’s amazing. I found it on one of my Date Night’s with Ben.) However, he’s now smooth and in love enough to know how to wiggle and charm his way back into the ‘love zone.’ Hahaha. I mean, God, we were all a bit maungy today…and he didn’t buy any of US gifts to makes us smile. Lol. But yeah, he’s a really good guy, so i’m happy to see him do lovely things for his chickadee.

Today..like i said was easy. I loved it. The Spanish Doctor sent me a message apologizing for scaring me of. But he hasn’t. He’s just eager and i’d rather have someone be ‘eager’ about me after going on a date with me…than not caring at all. He ‘can’t wait to hold me’ and see me again. And yeah he’s full on, and he has little relationship experience because he’s committed the majority of his life to work and family. Yet, i’m open minded and once i’ve sailed through these 10 days…he’ll stop by and see him…for Date 2. He deserves that. He’s not doing anything wrong, but being attentive. Bless him. And he’s a BUSY guy,. The new face in my world ‘Chloe’ thinks he’s like s Spanish ‘Christian Grey.’ Lol. I’d say he sort of is, in the way that he has his eye on the prize and the prize is Me. However, he’s not emotionally closed off..he’s spiritual and open…his soul is alive. That makes him sexy.

Then like my day couldn’t get better. I plonk my coat on, and totter to finer pastures…by orchids….and in walks my new bestie and current favourite human ever Lee! I love Lee…you all know that and like I said, we just get along so well…that not only is he a good person (remember the magazines and the brotherly care)…but he’s earned his place in Wunnaland…and he’s become a really important addition to my world. He’s about to be a hubby for the first time in a couple weeks and he’s excited. I’m excited for him. But i’m sure I can still be his ‘work wife.’ Lol. I’ve never really got on with a brand new stranger so well ever…just like that. So, it’s great because he’s such a good person by nature and today after chats about my shit love life and after he assured me that I shouldn’t be soft and feel sorry for people that didn’t deserve it..I agree…everyone agrees…we sauntered the Co op…so he could give me more advice which was ‘just tell him’ and get some CCTV footage or something? And so i could moan some more about my rubbish love life, pretend that i was going to nick Tikka Masala, make fun of his life a little and then buy cans of cocktails! He really is like my guy bestie and it all just started off with cups of tea! He’s ace! He makes me feel safe..physically and emotionally. Even when he’s doing disapproving head shakes.

So yeah, I feel empowered! I’m feeling great! Everything’s rosy! I did get a brief lecture on how to be ‘just me’ because ‘the real me’ is ‘kind, normal and lovely’ and ‘nothing like the persona that people know of me,’ from my favourite crow and favourite celotaper.  *Hair toss* Hahah. The smart people see me for me. The fun people see me for the ‘persona’…as it’s only for fun…unless i’m MAD or ‘passionate.’ The dumb ones…see nothing but what they want to see. 😉

Life isn’t so bad when you’re surrounded by good people. (Why am I getting a Flash back of some hairdresser chick at a ‘Supercuts’ who had aggressive ‘contour cheek bones,’ that she did all wrong…because they don’t work without a smile or good customer service. What a witch. She was a bitch to me. Can you tell! Lol)

 

 

 

Today, On Day 2, I completely lost my *swag.* I don’t even know where my *Va voom* went…but i lost it, and once you do, you’re kinda fucked, as then you’re chasing tail for the rest of the day…as the train wreck keeps flying forward…and you’re being dragged along with it. Lol.

Luckily, i’m well looked after…so even though I lost my *swag,* people realized that the plot was being beginning to ‘Houdini’ and therefore came to my rescue with love, help and rants to make me feel better! Jenna and I made chilli chicken wraps together and it was weirdly calming and I have no clue why? I like Jenna simply because she’s just one of those really good people. I like good people. I’ve started to collect them and to stay away from negative people who just don’t give two hoots about me or anyone but themselves. You’re a product of your environment…be warned. Lol

Anyway…all the pieces of the puzzle got put back in the right place and harmony was restored. Then I left work early…and BOY did I need it, even though when i have a spare hour and a half, I never know what to do with myself. So, I did what any glamour puss would do, after a stressy day and make myself a mojiti. (When I say make, I just mean drink one out of a can.) I’ve run a Bomb Cosmetics bath. I’ve made Ruby and I (we’re having ‘girls night’ the biggest and yummiest dinner (‘tea’ if your Yorkshire) ever…and we’re in our comfies, watching ‘Dinner Date,’ whilst she tells me that she wants me to star in her Vlog (she doesn’t have a Vlog. I won’t let her. Lol) And that she fancies blueberries for dessert. (Today, I looked at her and I couldn’t even believe that she was mine and that I had, created her and raised her. She makes me feel so lucky. And even though she has her Mother’s feisty streak…there’s not a day gone by, in the last month, where Ruby hasn’t made me a a card or written me a letter reading, ‘I love you Mum.’ Feisty but kind! Boom!)

Where’s my mojito?

I’m relaxing now. I’m calming down and well I remembering looking at Jenna today, after we ‘chilli chicken wrapped’ together, saying, ‘I can’t believe I’m this stressed at Day 2…I’ve got 8 more flipping days to go!!’ She reckons ‘Monday will be the worst and I AGREE! *Top marks, all around.*

(Ruby is now stealing my bath. I take her kindness back. 🙂 )

Annnyway, what else? Oh yeah, i couldn’t get on my phone all day. That’s how busy I was. I’m always scrolling on it, even just to *scroll.* Lol. I’m of the iphone generation and well, all I do is go on Facebook, and scroll down my newsfeed for no reason and then swipe left to see which of my friends have just been online. Lol.

Today, there was not even enough time for that! DEVASTATION!

But like i said, new things are happening and the *swirl* is a coming. I can get through anything…today i might have lost my swag, but at least i looked hot doing it! *Wiggle, wink*

During lunch, I did have a peek at my phone to see if i got any exciting messages…there was no exciting ones, except one from the lovely Spanish Doctor reading, ‘Buenos Dias gorgeous. Sending you kisses.’ *Swoon.* It’s nice to know a being, who goes out of their way to make sure the know that they’re at least thinking about me. It works with me. Even if i don’t reply…I read it. But I got home early, so i had chance to reply, just asking him how his day was…he sent me *kissy* emoji faces and then just now as i’m writing this, he whizzed over a…

‘Very busy. Clinic and theatre. I’m shattered. Gym now. U? Big kiss.’ 

At least ‘gym now’ means just he’s  ventured to another room of his own home. I’m very jealous! As if I lost my *swag* today and he saved lives and did ‘heart surgery’ on people.

So yeah, I’m not listening to Lee about my guy options. Lol.  I don’t have options…but I like The Spanish Doctor. He never forgets to care about me, even though he doesn’t have to, i’m not his girlfriend and that matters to me massively. (I think he’s trying to get ‘super buff’ before he sees me again, as for some reason he thinks i have this amazing body??? So he wants to look good also?  (He’s already buff.) But he’s certainly in his gym a lot more now and well like i said, the effort means lots to me. It’s nice. So every single time, whenever we’re busy and we both are. I especially am over the next two weeks! Roll on next Thursday. And we both focus on work and life and well…when that happens, i forget about my love life. (But one day, i’ll be a success as my work ethic is really fabulous!) So, i’m not really texty or much…HOWEVER, he’s similiar to me in that respect, when he’s really busy, yet never ever forgets to make sure, that I know, every day, that he’s thought about me. How can I not have him as an option! He’s lovely! So no…he’s back in the game and because he puts himself there! I find that sexy! I mean, there are boy’s who have even been my boyfriend, who haven’t bothered to make sure i know that they care. The Doctor doesn’t have to…but he does. Kinda like Lee, my mum…my children and my friends. (My Mum’s quite emotionally tough like I am. But during that week when i was poorly yet still demanding to go to work…she came into my work place every single day, saying nothing about it…but just to make sure that I was okay.)

I’m feeling excited now that i’m home relaxing and having a chill! I could finish early every day! 🙂 Gimme Gimme!

Anyway, more mojito’s for me!

Roll on Day 3!