Busy! Busy! Busy! Things are hotting up and although i’m loving every inch of life, it’s getting a hard juggle. When you’re a Mama, things get sacrificed. Not ‘forever’ sacrificed, but they go on a delay. So right now, i’m ubbling over with joie de vivre, desperate to get my eyelash line, business plan sorted…yet due to babies, juggling and …well i’m least i’m doing it with reat hair…it’s not easy and having to be placed under the *pause* button until the bambinos are in check and chipper! Jeepers. I’m an ambitious, impatient girl. Lol. Yet, the good thing is that I know what’s important in life. I still want this business plan sorted, so I can get my pitch ready and I can gather a bunch of investors and rocket my line to the stars and back. UGH! Right now…nappy changing and ‘off nursery’ Junior is Mama’s moment task. 🙂 But they’re happy. I’ll do it. I know I can. I just need some freed up time, help and a wink. Then I can accumulate proper funding…my mind is going 100 mile an hour. Yet, my exterior is bronzing face cheeks, smiling and singing versus of ‘Twinkle Twinkle.’ 🙂
Oh LORD! I am getting super emotional about Ruby turning 3. It’s so weird. I mean where did time go? She was just this tiny little bundle, tinier than Junior and now she’s all big and three and having her first big birthday party! I’m going to weep through parts of it. I’m like stalker mum. I watched her sleep last night and just saw how beautiful she was. Then I scrolled through baby Facebook pictures of her and had a Mummy cry. LMAO. I’m SO PROUD OF HER. It’s feels amazing. I can’t believe it. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL. (Even if she is a Diva! 😉 I think she’s being good right now simply because she has a party coming up and she doesn’t want to balls it up. Plus, she feels more loved. She has everyone back in her life, giving her love…realizing that she’s accidentally made it to three and at the speed of light! It makes me happy, because it’s like despite everything, I feel like she’s been raised really well. As a parent it makes you feel like an oldie, but SO emotional. Her party will also be a celebration of 3 years of parenting. Lol. I’m totally wearing a Barbie t-shirt. I went to buy wedding presents for others…and ended up taking a detour., The detour ended with a Barbie t-shirt purchase. This is why I love me. I then managed to accumulate hair clip ins, new nails…everything. 🙂 Even a Dinosaur suit for Junior! I love it when shopping becomes a distraction. I could literally SHOP FOREVER. )
Ended up in a coffee shop for a rest, where I bumped into an acquaintance, who wanted to tell me all about her sex life. 🙂 Hilarious. I love people who are just super open about everything, they don’t live a lie, and fear nothing when it comes to expressing their life story without an edit button. I can’t even nearly repeat what she said, as it’ of course didn’t make me blush, but holy shit, it was very Chrissie Wunna 2004. 😉 I think there’s girl power and well a dodgy line of ‘maybe’ girl power? Lol. Love her though. She’s actually 47. I enjoy that I have friends of all ages, from 16 to 100. I just get on with most. I don’t know why or how? I just do. I know life and people well…and i’ve lived. I’m non judgemental….apart from when i’m being highly judgemental. 🙂 I my heart goes out to her, as she was once married to a man who was having an affair with her best friend. He left her for her bestie. That must’ve hurt, especially when she had a daughter. So i get her promiscuity and I hope it gets better. 🙂 I’ve been there and well our conversation actually made me realize how much I had grown emotionally over the decade. 🙂 Thank GOD! I’ve just gone through a painful split, yet the last thing on my mind is sex with numerous randoms. Lol You should’ve heard these stories. Hilarious lady. Brought a smile to my face over a latte.
Trophies please. I’m officially a very together grown up.
So, right now I have grooming, weddings, and birthday parties to organize for. Plus a moment where a health visitor will come on in and weigh Junior for a second.. Random bit of comedy. He’ll trump through it.
I am SO EXCITED for my rest of the week. It’s going to fun, fun, fun, filled with good times, family and love. Yayur! EXCITED! I’m gonna let loose, have fun and celebrate being kitten-esque. I feel really happy. I’m feeling STRONG. I’m a feisty girl of ‘ooh laa’ and I stand up for all that I believe in and all those who I care about. People always try to make or see me as far more complex than I really am. I’m simple and I’m GREAT. Loveable, fun, yet not a force to be reckoned with. Don’t let life get you down, wink at it and give it a shimmie. It’ll work better for you that way. 🙂
Hope you all enjoy your rest of the week and that it’s filled with excitement. Make your dreams come true and don’t let other’s ‘poo-poo’ what you do, or what you dream of doing. When they do…it’s their own issues that seep through the cracks. I’m gonna do well and you are too. Keep happy, keep strutting forward, keep waving off the haters with a giggle and LOVE, LOVE, LOVE who you are, what you stand for, life and those who truly care for you.
I’ll blog later, as I’m sure Junior’s gonna be waking up shortly.
Love you lots.
Thank you for following my life.