AMAZING DAY! Meeting went better than well, proving that i AM the most charming kitty cat on the block. It was quick, it was precise, it was fabulous! Just the way i like things! You know when you are just overwhelmed with that rush of ‘happy’ because everything just oddly seems to be going right? Right now…that’s Me. I always knew i had glued my life back together quite well, for a previous floozy. Yet it seems that if you continue to strut along merrily and with mild focus and a smile. The glue kind of dissolves making your ‘life’ pieces heal together without it….seamlessly.
Someone somewhere is sprinkling my life with fairy dust and gentle glittered stars. I remember feeling the exact opposite this time last year..alone in London, pretty much letting a less worthy boy treat me poorly. Getting into floozy fights. Getting drunk on cocktails and alcopops. Getting my heart strings tugged at for no worthy reason, other than another boys insecurity. Yipppee! I got rid, found my inner ‘ooh’ and dolly tottered away! Do not play with boys, who are not worth your toy time.
Now that i have removed all the ‘dirt’ out of my life, re-heeled and prettily stepped back onto the path of utter bliss, where the roses bloom in full, dreams come true and the vodka doesn’t taste like that cheap paint stripper. EVERYTHING has come together. It has sooo come together that i actually took a moment today, looked around and breathed. I had a bit of a teary moment with my jolly old self. Woohoo! (I’m tragical.) People probably thought i was a nutter, crying by a bunch of potted plants, with a ‘Baby name’ book in my hand and a latte in the other.
After a minute and with a look of satisfaction on my face. I changed my black stilettos for fluffy, bobbled, fur, flat boots and i took a minute to think and smile at what i seem to have achieved so far. Like all of you…I’m used to sort of looking around and wishing everything was better. Yet for the first time in a long time…i’m finally looking around, in utter disbelief at how wonderful everything has now become. I think it’s just more overwhelming because everything has decided to happen to Me, at once. Yet it’s funny how you forget the years of ‘haze’ when you suddenly recieve one more moment of ‘happy.’ It’s like the ‘haze’ never happened…and i LIKE that very much. I’m living proof that ANYONE can make any dream come true. Believe it, strut towards it, ask for help, be warm hearted, work hard and YOU WILL get there. Add a *wink* to that list…and you’ll get there faster!
I got home at around 4.30pm-ish. Happy as can be! I had my pink BlackBerry attached to my left ear, a smile that suggested VICTORY. Loverboy on the end of my phone line calling me a ‘little star,’ and two bags of shopping that i actually managed to fill up at MATALAN. After my meeting i felt the need to celebrate, so i looked for the nearest store, as i got lost in the bustle of a car park. ‘Matalan’ was a sign i read, and therefore ‘glamour pussed’ towards it, with achey feet, due to too high stilettos. My toes are still KILLING. But it was totally worth it. (This was before i had bought the flat, fluffy, bobbled, fur boots.) I love spending when i’m happy! I came back with bags full and then looked around furniture stores that had ready made bedrooms set up. I weirdly enjoy them. I sit on the beds and pretend i own the life, that would live in that sort of room. lol I feel quite comfortable in staged bed sets…due to the nature of my previous occupation.
My mum picked me up and travelled me home, with laughter and glorious well wishes. Once home, i immediately threw myself into pretty pink pyjamas and got comfy! Tonight is going to be cosy, home and delicious! I’m surrounded by my kittens, have a warm chocolately drink a coming, Loverboy is being nothing but a fairytale and i’m planning my Bonfire night with Wazza, who believes i’m ‘the most stubborn person’ he knows. Haha. When i think i’m right. I THINK i’m RIGHT and i will passionately FIGHT to the END of my battle…until you submit and surrender to Wunna Land…even if i’m wrong. 🙂 I’m apparently so stubborn, i fight myself!!!!
Anyway, we were talking about love, life, marriages, move ins, the right thing to do’s, how brilliant we have seemingly become… and children. I then got scorned for not swearing now that i’m all ‘Mummy to be’ by my Manchester friend Karl, who enjoys to do rollie pollies at gyms for a workout. I’m apparently all goodie goodie now and it’s weirding everyone out. This is what being able to actually see and hear out of your own eyes and ears, instead of seeing and hearing what the GIN tells you to, does to you!! It’s really greater than i ever thought! I’m no longer living off my usual poor choices and instead making bizarrely WONDERFUL decisions. Random!?! I’m actually responsible!
I can’t wait for bonfire night. Fireworks are my favoruite thing and this year i FINALLY get to kiss a boy under them!!! I LOVE 2010!!!! I hope you do too! Loving your messages! Loving your support! And mainly LOVING YOU!!
Some of you have seen already…but because i’m a massively tragical show-off of ‘boasty boots,’ here is a little of todays achievements! (I’m actually doing it. I’m actually beginning to buildup some kind of ‘Glamour pussy’ Wunna empire!!! OMG!!!) It’s my Chrissie Wunna Cosmetics line! You love it. I love it. Now lets *blush* up and get working this world. [Cue: Press Release.]