This is how glamourous I am. I mean, everyone thinks that I wake up on a morning, throw on my diamante encrusted robe and get carried to breakfast, in nothing but heels, by half naked Greek male models in togas, with six packs.
Last night, I sat on my bed at around 1.30am, because I was too excited to sleep, with a ripped open packet of prawn cocktail crisps, a ripped open packet of salt and vinegar crisps..a raw green chilli as a side, as I swigged a mini red wine, out of the bottle, in front of my bedroom mirror.
Dirty Nicole: ‘You’ve kinda made that sound glammy?’
It was sort of like the Matrix, if you were snacky and it was a budget porn. Instead of the pills, I chose crisps. Instead of the creepy phone call…I swigged wine. Instead of black cape like coats…I wore nothing.
So basically…nothing like The Matrix, at all?
Hahaha! Hey! Ho!
Wednesday turned out to be a dream, in the end, after a dodgy start. I’ve been influencing…yes. But i’ve been going on a lot of Castings. There’s a lot of new shows coming out and I’ve basically, been on the audition rounds…with everything crossed.
But i’ve got really excited again. I love it so madly. That’s why I couldn’t sleep. I was on the phone to America, about some show n the early hours of the morning.
I’m an entertainer at heart…nothing makes me happier.
However, I was kinda really stressed, for moments yesterday, but because i’m hormonal. I must be getting my period soon. I can tell because I’m enjoying eating everything I can and I would never EVER do that… in probably a zillion years.
Plus, I wanted one of those ‘Crying to Sam Smith’ baths, that ‘Passionate Jaz’ suggested. She apparently, gets into a RED HOT bath, and with the door closed, plays Sam Smith tracks, alone…and then CRIES. Lol I love it!!
‘Yoooooooou SSSAAAaaaaaaY, you love meEEEEee…’
(..as you glug under..)
I decided against having one. I had an ace time with my babies instead. We had a great night. I’m loving being Mama. Ruby & Junior are literally the funnest people I know.
I’m not kidding, when I say that…
Some of my grown up friends aren’t even NEARLY as emotionally stable or confident as they are. Let alone as ACE! Probably because my mates didn’t have the delight of having ME raise them. 😉
Then I got called ‘Stuck up.’ (Dull.) At least i’m not ‘Vanilla.’ I’d rather be the absolute WONDER that I am, than a plain old Ryvita. It’s always the people with no excitement in their life, that hate on the ones, that have a GUST in their sails, a GIGGLE in their wink.
I’m FAR FROM stuck up. You’d know that if you met me.
(Don’t get me wrong, I’m feisty…but what glamour puss isn’t. In fact i’m more polite, than I am feisty always!! Yet, I’m a lot of fun!)
I’m more big headed than I am stuck up. Maybe you got it mixed up? But that’s the truth. I’m humble and kind, yet I don’t think there is anyone, in any form of entertainment, that ISN’T a little big headed and ‘LOOK AT ME.’
IT’S OUR JOB.
There’s another Insta Question, that’s come in also, rambling on about my past and whether i’m ashamed of it!!!???!!!
I’ve done really well for myself!!
Ashamed? Why would I EVER be ashamed of my past! I’ve had the most colourful, wonderful experiences so far…If anything I’m grateful, that i’ve been alive! It’s all part of my story and i’m proud of what I’ve achieved, how I’ve developed and glad that I’ve documented every single moment. I lived life with bells on and got up to all kinds of naughty. But I don’t care, because it has all contributed to who I am and what stand for today!!!
(Techincally, I did say ‘Ask Me Anything.’)
Tony Boney: Y’know, there’s this new bracelet out that holds wine…’
Me: ‘It reminds me of a She Wee.’
Toney Boney: ‘Eh???’
Lucy: ‘You drink out of it, from your wrist…Not piss into it, from your vagina..’
Bottom line, it’s shocking and reminds me of She Wee, but for your mouth? I don’t know why? I’m just creative. I mean, I’d like booze on my wrist…if it was bouji. But really how much wine could you actually fit into, a WIDE wrist bangle.
Not enough for any normal human, Jesus or Ru Paul!
Plus, it’s not very dainty is it? It’s just…alcoholism at it’s finest.
‘I’ve run out of wine…’
‘Here… there’s some on my fucking wrist.’
But stop press!
Did you know that i have blogged for about FIFTEEN YEARS and that CHRISSIEWUNNA.COM has been going for TEN WHOLE YEARS,THIS YEAR!
It’s my 10 year Anniversary and later on in the year, i’m going to be celebrating it…and THANKING all those who have helped my story come alive. (The first five years of my blog, I wrote in LA, on Myspace, on other people’s computers. Lol)
Anyway, I’m going, I need to do my face, take a few Insta pics and then grab a quick drinks. I’m gonna make ‘Golfer Jonny’ (KatyP’s boyfriend,) feel my specs up and mould them to my face.
I’m in Leeds, tomorrow, meeting Blackhouse and then I’m headed to Tattu.
Have a great Wednesday.
If I leave you with anything…I’ll tell you that it only takes 21 DAYS to break ANY HABIT!
All my love,
Ps/ I’ve just got a DM from my friend Kyle…
‘How many thirsty guys popped up to that photo?’
(The one above. Lol)
Awww…and Firmonnell’s sent me a morning Video snap, saying she misses me. Why can’t guys be just like her!!!!