Please enjoy the scenery!! With a simple pluck of this strap, it’s off……( or something like that anyway??) ‘Boom boom boom, now let me hear y’say WAY-O….’
Okay, so to release the tension of the day, i decided to buy ‘bling.’ ( not rappers delight, massive chain, dollar sign, grill- like yo yo mama… bling…but proper solitaire ‘Oooooh Darling,’ diamond.) It was purchased by ‘moi’ to put a smile on my miserable face, and to make me feel worth something..(haha, therapy is a calling.) You can tell that the lady in ‘the land of diamond selling,’ felt really sorry for me. Yet not that sorry, as she snatched my card out of my hands, at the speed of light. GREATNESS!! Anyway, it didn’t fit…ofcourse, so now i’ve bought ‘Bling’, and i’m having to wait until Monday to recieve it, and basically feel worth it!! Pointless!! So, i then went to Claires Accessories, and bought a sparkly, glitter headband, with flowers on ( don’t ask) for £2.00. I’m wearing it right now. I wore it in my bubble bath too. During my bath, i kept pretending i was Cleopatra. Don’t know why?? (Probably should’ve have admitted that??) But really it felt good, except when i snapped back to reality, i was sitting in a ‘not warm anymore,’ bath, in a glitter headband, with crap flowers on it, and without my Egyptian bitches, bathing me in milk. I also then sang ‘ My heart belongs to Daddy,’ out loud, once again proving that one day you will be covering my breakdown. I might as well start making my own straight jacket…so it at least fits!!
I’ve just helped my friend, (i’ll call him ‘Nazi,’) make his ‘circus act’ jump through hoops, hoops, more hoops, because he’s bored. (Ah dee dums!) Boredom rocks, because it stops you from being normal.
Anyway, life on the whole is grand, i’m happy, i can’t believe my luck, and i totally missed Eastenders tonight!! BOLLOCKS!!
Bad night last night, yet a great morning…kind of, i guess?? I just had someone sitting next to me crying because they couldn’t figure out how to call a roofer, to re-roof something?? I never know what to do when people cry infront of me, so i just pretended like it wasn’t happenning, as i felt, the more i didn’t respond, the more dramatic the crying got… and it was hilarious. Cry because, you need to release tension, or you’ve just got fingered by a barrel of chimpanzees, not because you want attention, and sympathy, or can’t figure out how to work a ‘Yellow Pages.’ Please! I hate pity parties!!! They’re never any fun.
Whilst i feel bitchy, i’ll tell you…. last night, my ‘Latin Lover’ lied to me.( again). Oh the joy’s of untruths!! I had been forwarded a series of emails, of a past ‘internet love’ he had had, ages ago, whilst he was in a long term relationship with this woman in LA. Okay these emails were full on, like ‘ I love you, i miss your hand on my chest, and your breathe on my heart, i can’t be without you… it was a long distance affair etc…’ (hahahaha), and i had a ‘certain’ person, sitting right next to me whilst i asked him:
‘Do you know a Kate or Katie?’ (Ofcourse we knew, he knew a Kate or Katie) He basically says ‘no.’ I say ‘a Kate Simpson?’ He once again says ‘No.’ So just for good luck, i re-ask him about one hundred and one times, ( i’m good like that) he says ‘No.’ Then we decide to quote, an exact piece of an email, and (hahaha) ALL OF A SUDDEN, when he knows he’s trapped, he seems to recall knowing a ‘Kate Simpson.’ WOW!! Why bother lying?? This is why men are simply retarded. He actually wanted to be with her, or made it look that way, whilst he was ‘temporarily separated,’ (i think was the term,) from his longterm girlfriend. Yet, when she asked for his help, he disappeared!!! I mean whocares, if that happened, my record in love and sexual encounters, could shock a ‘2 bit hoe’, yet why bother lying about it???
Men if a girl is confronting you about a something, and it suddenly gives you the ‘ oh no….’, bejeebies. She already KNOWS!!! So you make yourself look P’tarded, and being a ‘Pee -Tard’, is really not going to get you laid, now is it??
Anyway, i’m off to go shop!! Kisses all around! Life is GREAT!!
Lots of ‘stuff,’ is happenning. Lots of work is appearing out of nowhere, lots of gin is being drunk in celebration, and i feel like i’m on top of the world! Whoever said it was ‘lonely at the top’ was just ‘anti social,’ as it sure as hell feels GREAT to me!! ( but i am a complete whore face…so, you judge??) When i got fired from ‘Crunch Gym,’ (who’s motto is ‘No judgements’) for wearing a skirt to work, or being too flirty or who knows?? I caused a lot of drama, and i had too many bedroom ( well parking lot) rumbles, and the boss ended up hating me, so she drop kicked me out. I don’t know what point i’m trying to make here?? Oh yeah, she’s a bitch! You could pour a bucket of water over her and she’d melt, come back to life, smack me around the face and fire me all over again!! My work there was done anyway!! hahaha! And i ended up winning that war!!
Anyway, enough!! I feeling sexy, i’m feeling happy, and i’m trying to get Gordon Ramsey to give me a cooking lesson. I might be magnificent with ‘red meat’ in the bedroom, ( and i am, i invented the mexican blowjob- who else has invented a blow job….exactly,) yet it’s always a bit awkward with the piece that toys with me, ontop of the kitchen counter. It looks at me, and tells me to ‘F*** off!’ I think it sometimes adds, a ‘ You Slag!!.’
Oh the joys of cooking!! Oh wait i have to go, i’m explaining to a friend, why their boyfriend is like a bad pair of shoes!! ( y’know, you keep wearing them even though you know they give you blisters.) EMERGENCY!! They are turning from Superhero to Supernanny!! Not good…ever! The great thing about being a girl, is that we have, or ‘I’ have (haha) Immense power when it comes to the game of love. ‘Ooooh laaaa!’
Hello!! Morning!! I’m in the greatest of moods today, so sit back and enjoy the grand splendour ( did i spell that right??) as i bark on about my wonderful life!! And it is, i feel like a Goddess!! Booyah!!
A good way to start the day, is to have an appointment with a bathtub full of bubbles. I actually got to enjoy a quiet moment (yeah daddy) in a proper bathtub, all on my own….without a aggressive photographer telling me to ‘arch my back a little more’ and blow bubbles, whilst he tries to take a good shot! ( oooh-er.) Ahhh! Bliss!!
I have a coffee in my hand, i have a looong string of McJobbies. I feel lucky, i feel happy, and i wish Kerry Katona, was smarter than she is. Really, you could grab that girls head, and smash it against an elephants butt, and still not knock any sense into her.
I’m getting invited to lots of poshy events, yet i’m not able to go to any of them (typical, how am i ever gonna get famous??) because firstly, ‘Hubby Martinez,’ is sunning it, in LA, (UGH) and i can’t go alone as i’ll look like a right ‘billy no mates.’ OH!! I guess, i put, ‘firstly’ which would mean, there should be a ‘secondly??’ Bollocks!! Yeah, secondly, work is full on???
I can’t write this right now, as there’s coffee to be drunk, and shops to be shopped at. My life is really coming together now. I needed this break in England. Theres no evil distractions!! It’s kinda like therapy, yet without the pervy therapist!! ( long story)
I managed to book a small role in a ‘not so small’ movie. Don’t know how?? But it’s great being me!! hahahahahaha!! All my LA friends, will now hate me. YES!!!! I am greatness!! I seem to stumble into good opportunites. This is why you should always wear heels, they aid stumbling.
A lesson on ‘Fear’ was taught today! I had a great early morning phone convo, with a delightful man, who was wanting to book me for a job. During the phone conversation, (that was a bit too early for my lazy arse,) i spent the majority of the conversation, being scared, and thinking about what ‘others’ would think? I was infact quite pathetic. It was GREAT!! My mother looked at me, shook her head, and said, ‘Don’t NOT do something, just because you’re scared, about the opinions of others. You only DON’T do something, if you really hate it, or if it comes back on me…badly’ (lol..)
So i went outside, fed a horse a carrot, (bizarre i know,) and after a jolly old ‘cigarette of thought’, i made the executive decision, to just fuck it, (oh wait, not the horse..haha), find my Va voom, and do as many jobs as i possibly can!! I’m doing it and with GREATNESS!!
So this blog, is for anyone who is wanting to do something, it can be anything, yet NOT doing it, due to the thoughts of friends, or negative thoughts of others, or just because people are telling you not to do it…just dust yourself off, put on your best heels, and take the job on with a bloody smile on your face!!! Only you can play you best! Plus,a smile always fools everyone! (evil laugh) God, i’m so ‘inspirational barbie, ‘ today. I love it!!
Anyway, i’m off to ‘Xscape’, to go watch a movie…’Step Up 2′ here i come!! So excited!!
Long day, even longer night! I’m back on hardcore work mode, and enjoying every second!! I’m a lucky girly! I spent most of the day in Sheffield, spending quality time with the ‘Great Wunna before Me’ (Mummy dearest), and i guess we decided to celebrate the lives we had, by purchasing extra uplift, plunge, ‘looks like you’ve had four boob jobs,’ bras. Hers came in ‘Virginal White.’ ( Hmm..yeah whatever?) Mine, in ‘ Hot Pussy Pink.’ (lol…) Happy Easter Monday honey’s!!! It’s hilarious! When you adorn these such bras, it feels as though you’ve also managed to steal, 20 bags of water, and stuff them into you’re ‘boulder holder.’ You take one step forward, and theres a random, wobbly water sound!! It’s hot!!
Anyway, get this, ‘I’ and in my 5 ft 4” glory, have managed to book, a massive fashion modelling gig. My pictures we’re submitted, with ‘boobs out galore,’ (it’s all i had,) with a note that says, ‘She does fashion.’ My message back was, ‘Good times, you booked it.’ Apparently, one Glamour photog, i had worked with, gave GREAT ‘Shake it baby,’ feedback, on my skills, and i have 12 fashion outfits, a massive shoot for worldwide publication, and a GIANT smile on my facey!! ( cha-ching.) I’m SO excited as i’m not use to doing a shoot with actual clothes on. Yipee! (I’m sure it will be much warmer.) I’m still in shock, but sooooo happy!! They’re even having a posing coach, there to help me, if i get nervous and bollocks it up! (Which i won’t, i never balls anything, apart from my personal life.)
Can you believe it?? I feel lucky, hopefully some of my luck will rub off on you!! ( But probably not, i’m selfish…it’s ALL MINE.)
Kissy kissy face, my Darlings! I love you!!