Not fit for the frantics

Drama! Drama! Drama! I’ve been swirling around a whirlwind of dewy dripped dramatics, that all seem to be ending in pointy fingers, sternish words and head shakes. I’ve had a mildy awkward day. Never my favourite and well i just feel that i’m wallowing in a merry little time where i’m having to prove myeslf and prevent myself from being ‘Weeble’ pushed a little. Luckily, i’m quite a feitsly, little ‘so & so’ and one that is (Lord knows how) but accidentally doing well, due to my path being blessed with glitter. Therefore, i gave as good as I got, dribbled in a strength, dashed with ‘ooh laa’ and realized that i’m actually not a force to be reckoned with. I like that about me. However, due to the mundane cycle of life consuming me, i actually almost forgot. Push me. I push back. But i’ll always do it with a smile, a cheap est of diamantes, boobs a *wink* and charm. 🙂

Tuedsay was magnificent. A day where i for the first time in a long time felt ‘freeee’ and at 8am in the morning. I had one of thos odd moments, where to pause to appreciate life, and feel the wind on your skin accidentally, whilst enjoying a good deep whiff of life. I felt excited, filled to the brim with joie de vivre and completed free, almost *cut away* from all things dull, burdening and quite stressfully suffocating. I was indepedant. Living life. Loving life and to me that’s what our hopeful 100 years is all about. Life experience, love and fun.

I’ve managed to get myself into a whole merry bundle of good old trouble today. Not too harsh, yet a good bundle, i’d say. 🙂 All of it due to my own independant streak of determination and feist. But worth it. I’m happy on the whole and it really isn’t just becaus i’ve had half a bottle of wine.

If you’re thinking this is about my love life..for the first time you’re wrong. That little area of life couldn’t be more perfect! Infact coffetti a charming fluster of hearts around it all and pop it under a champagne shower. Loverboy aka Pete and i have been nothing but delicious and the kind that i’ve always dreamed of as a little girl. Baby Ruby is doing gloriously and home life is nothing short of marvellous. I love it.

On the whole i realized how lucky I am andhow lucky i have been in life..and when that realization waves at you from under a rainbow mis of fluster, you KNOW that in the end, everything will be alright!

WELL DONE to the ‘whoever’ who won the £161 million lottery! Dreams really do come true! *Wiggle-wink*

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