FEELING AMAZING, like the juicy Queen of all Kitty Queens. The weather this morning in Pontefract is delicious and i woke up peeking and a giggling…and what in this world is better than that!! I’ve had a long last couple days, mainly of travel, but i don’t mind that at all….I spent 7 hours of yesterday on transportation, being ‘travelled’ into my next part of life. I haven’t actually had anytime to myself, or a moment to look back, think and laugh. Therefore this morning, waking up, and peeking over my white quilt, as the sun shone in, realizing i didn’t have anywhere to go in a hurry, LIT ME UP! I sprung up with a joyous happiness, ran to my bedroom door and realized i was LOCKED IN!!!! AArrrrggggh! Like that is my worst entire madness!!! I am sooo claustrophic, and i don’t actually just mean physically, i also mean emotionally and mentally. I don’t like to feel trapped, pressured, tied down or stiffled in any way. I’m a free spirit. But after a few darling phonecalls *grabs pink Black Berry* i was out, free and FLYING!
Anyway, Tuesday morning, i went on my way to Wales. I was meant to get on the 9.45 am train, but due to NONE working public transport, i was DOOMED. OMG! I woke up early…and i always do, even if i’ve been out the night before…and i was. I got in at 3.36am, after a weird time in
Shoreditch, then an trip to Freedom bar (note, i was completely exhausted, but Jonny wanted to go…i think London is gonna eat him alive….we had a dance off to Gaga, and did a ‘walk off, ‘ i swang around a pole and then got bowled over by a tranny.) We’d been drinking all day, because i was greeted at the station by @garyponty, and we all pretty much got trashed for no reason other than boredom. London does this to me…i find it a bit boring….I’ve done most of it..and well. Therefore I always just find myself drinking for no reason. I also find, i don’t have freedom in London. I’m quite constantly on ‘show’ and i don’t really mind that at all…but now it’s all a ‘go go go’ career wise, i’m a lot more busy, a lot more exhausted and therefore in need of a lot more ‘me’ breaks. Right now, sleeping is the only time i have to myself and i want to go out because i WANT to and not because i HAVE to. That’s not how i run my life. I do what i want, when i want…and not what i feel i should be doing.
Anyway, god i rambled on. I missed my train. I found myself stranded on sunny london streets, in high heels, sunglasses and a bimbo ‘OMG’ face. Finally after tottering around looking for a taxi, i got myself to Paddington in the sunniest of lights, with a cab driver who kept giving me digestives. I ran in at exactly 9.45am. My train edged away from the platform just as i was tottering, as fast as i could… in, all panicky. I went and had a banter with the the women who worked at Sainsbury, they love me in there, (the one at Paddington station.) They ask me for beauty tips, and laugh out loud with me, when i tell them i’ll end up making them look like drag queens! They always have to take the change out of my purse for me, because my nails won’t let me do it. 🙂
Got on the next train, and breezed it up to Wales. Lovely journey. I turned my whole table, into a beauty parlour. I groomed and pampered the whole way there, with coffee and chicken sandwiches. Yes, i got glared at and yes i didn’t care. It’s who i am! And i’m loving being me. Do the things you love and whenever you want to do them! Be happy! Do not let anything or anyone who wants to make a comment on your life, get to you. Because usually the people who are negatively commenting on a ‘happy’ being…are usually jealous, in need of attention, or just sad that they daren’t live their life the way they want to. It’s hard to watch someone kind of do what they always wanted to… i guess? People like that never get far! They waste their time in life. The difference between me and any other being, is that i actually DO the things, that I say i want to do. Time is not wasted. Life is so important to Me. I take steps forward. I’m positive and ballsy and not afraid. Confident, i guess is what i am! It’s all you need and you can’t get it from anywhere, or anyone BUT YOU! Be bitter and negative and watch everyone else around you, do BETTER.
Got to Wales, got stared at like i looked like a floozey. I thought i was dressed quite normal. But i got a lot of looks, dirty chats, smiles, puzzled faces and winks. Finally got to Abergavenny, got picked up by a guy called Nathan. (Lovely boy. Really went out of his way to make me feel comfortable.) He drove me to the radio station and after meeting and greeting, hugging and giggling, we did our interview. I LOVED it. Abergavenny is so beautiful. Full of mountains, and lakes and ‘quiet’ and trees. That was the view from the radio station window. I couldn’t believe how friendly everyone was? And how happy they were to simply have me there? I’m used to people rolling their eyes when i walk into a room (well not my gays….we have a mutual adoration for one another,) infact not straight boys either…they don’t want to ruin their chances of a Wunna bed post notch. Yep, just the girls…not ALL girls, because most of them who talk to me are delightful. I’m tragic and i tell them and well i like the fact that they took the time to make their own judgement by getting to know me. But i’ve noticed that it’s just a certain type of girl that enjoys to try and ‘have a go.’ It doesn’t bother me. It brings out the vixen in me. 🙂
Did my interview, did the weather report, introduced my fave songs, tried not to swear, met EVERYONE, even men in hot uniforms, had my piccy taken through most of it and well just loved how normal, down to earth and friendly the people were. They made me feel so comfortable and welcomed me with open arms. I mean, it was lovely. A breath of fresh air. I’m completely grateful. I remember just pausing, looking around and laughing whilst saying ‘I can’t believe i’m in Wales.’
Anyway, as a treat, Nathan (who’s show it was) had told me that they were all taking me out for a meal, and showing me around the village. They had booked me a lovely hotel…all cosy and Welsh. Yet, what i liked that instead of immediately dropping me out off at my Hotel after the interview stuff, Nathan took me in his errands! I LOVE that, because i get to live the real life of someone else. He drove me into a moutain..(ahaha sounds dodgey) and we went to pick up his girlfriend, from her work place…which is in the Goverment building. Jo..(his girlfriend) made me feel completely at ease. I loved her banter and well she treated he like an school friend, all swearing and telling me about her day at work. Haha, Loved it. Nathan and Jo have 10 years between them. Nathan being 21, and Jo being 31. They are the happiest couple i have ever seen!
Got to their house. I LOVE that i was just randomly in their house! They had the cozy home, and a lizard. I laid on their sofa, sat on their floor, smoked in their kitchen, watched them get ready, and talked about life, in their bedroom, as Jo did her face. I love being in peoples homes. I felt away from it all and so comfy! It was a laugh a minute.
They took me to dinner with two other friends, Neil and Steve. We went to the ‘ Spice lounge’ and had the most yummy indian. Oooh i love an indian and it was divine. We actually had a really great time…and wine. 😉 Then her hit a pub, the one that was at the hotel i was staying at and talked about life. I told them everything and basically forced them to marry each other and made them promise that the next time i came to Wales they would have a new story to tell me. We were sat around a little wooden table, in a lovely Welsh pub, (i met a drunk granny called ‘Jane.’) We had drinks. We were all exhausted and then i after love and cuddles, they wished me well and i ventured up to my hotel room. Where after getting ready for bed and ignoring a million phone calls, (my phone was madness) i passed out at like 10.30pm. OUT!
Every 20 mins my phone rang or *blipped* at me. But luckily i was that kind of exhausted where you wake up in the morning and find you have 24 missed calls. I bitched Jonny out too, because he had annoyed me and well i was knackered and couldn’t be arsed with it. Had the best nights sleep ever. I love that i ended up in Wales. It’s really different to what i’m used to. Very quiet, calm and everyone knows each other. It was actually a decent ‘something different to do.’ I slept like a baby. Finally!
(Eww …some chick on Twitter who i don’t remotely know, who hates me because she wants to…lol *yawn.* Hating Chrissie Wunna is so 2000 and late. Get over it. Move forward. Be happy. Have a cocktail. Anyway, she wanted to inform me that i was fat and that my ‘belly looked like her chest.’ What????? Flat??? 🙂 ) I Thankyou darling. 😉 Don’t bother trying to bully the Queen of Greatness. I’m an invincible force field of ‘oooh laa.’ It just reminds me that i must be doing well. Woohoo!
I feel AMAZING TODAY! Hope you do too. I’m up north and LOVING it!!