As you my cherry treats of ‘winky’ were tucked up in your hopefully soiled satin sheets in dreamland. I was being pulled out of bed, looking like a pork dumpling, having my hair pulled, things plucked, an army of brushes attacking my face and then being handed a coffee with a slap, whilst being placed into baby pink jogging bottoms, sunglasses and thrown into a car that was waiting outside my house to take me to work. I had a shoot…for something i have coming up. It had to be an early morning one…due to other peoples schedules. Now, i’m not a morning Kitty, but work always comes first with me. I often have other beings (like when i was in London) try to ruin my ‘work’ by trying to sabbottage me the night before. (Nice try!) However, nothing is more important to me…i’ll always be there, ready, fresh, on time and excited. I’m not silly. (Well i am silly.) But I’m 29 and well…. i have my priorities right.
It was a gorgeous morning, sort of chilly, but crisp. Fucking springtime is here bitches. I heard birds instead of my normal North London sirens and saw smiles instead of that angry London look of ‘pressure.’ I felt completely amazing, to the poimnt where i actually nodded and chuckled to myself, as i looked out the car window that ventured me to the studio. (I spilt my coffee down my chest. A lot of things have accidentally soiled my chest *flashback of me turning up on DK’s doorstep, after having sex with My ex-hubby Mikey in the front of his car, down a quiet West Hollywood street by gates, at night, so nobody would see and then running up to get changed to a night out with him on the tiles. Dk opened his door, looked at a giant stain on my shirt and with a‘DK, yeah it’s cum’he let me in and i slipped into something less messy*..but yeah don’t you just hate it when it’s coffee that’s spilt down your top andnd mainly because there’s no story behind it. I went from looking like a Glamour Puss, to a gypo, in seconds. Then got told i was a ‘Lucky girl.’)
My shoot went amazingly well. I’m getting really excited about life right now, and it’s all because i’m being positive and loving everything and everyone around me. I went from feeling lonely and mildly used, to now feeling like i’m surrounded by happiness, hundreds of people who have known me for years..as in ten years, the most loving, warm family and a *glint* in my eye that is keeping my fun alive. I’m ON TOP OF THE WORLD right now and nothing can seem to shake that. It’s important you keep yourself surrounded by positive people. (Ooh i’m getting a text from a hot, muscled bound hero..Thankyou Lord.) Oh and remember…being a Wunna means, you NEVER need to feel like you have to explain yourself. Live YOUR life. Love YOUR friends and make YOUR mark on this land!!
Last night, i was on the phone to LA, on the phone to New york, had all my friends call me, love me, tell me off. I had a bbm banter with