Had a dodgy night. Yipppee!
One where I cried because I sort of felt humiliated, used or taken advantage of. Maybe all of the above? I dunno? It was only because i like people to be who they really are, instead of the version of themselves that isn’t true to their actual being. The other end of the phone was being rude to me. It hurts me. I cried. I felt like an idiot. I’m currently very emotional and still dancing with the hormones of the old labour ordeal. It’s only been 4 months since. So, i certainly get dodgy times. I was just upset because I only called to say that I cared. I’m okay now though. 🙂 But at the time, in the moment….it felt dodgy. *Applaud here.*I just need a cuddle don’t I!! Or rum? Maybe I need rum? What I do need is better sight. (I’ve run out of contact lenses again. Not good when you’ve wept all night. Sore eyes much. Like I need to be any more blind.)
The good thing about me is that when life throws me a turnip, i grab a bat and wallop it one. I’m a fighter..a glitzy one, with pouty lips and big hair… but a fighter and it takes a great deal to hose down my passion, if i’m dealing with a situation or something that means so much to me. Even if it ends in tears. I don’t care. My integrity is grand. But at the same time, i’m loving and i’m whole hearted. I always try and see the best in people even when they’ve burnt me a couple times. If they’ve burnt my level of tolerance to a crisp and i’m pretty tolerant. I’m feisty…but i’m tolerant. Then that’s it… i’ll pretty much bow out gracefully and *blank* them out completely…with a feather bower and a hip bump. Meiow.
At times like this when you’re feeling unappreciated and fourth best on a list of priorities…(I’m like the boobie prize and not the good kind. Wait? Who am I kidding. I’m always the good kind. I have great boobs,) you just have to look at the complications and well as long as you’re still doing fine…and i’m am, then you’re going to be completely okay!! 🙂 That’s that strength that pops out when you need it to. It’s important to me that people are respectful and when they’re not it makes me cry. That’s all 🙂
Today I made some changes and changes that placed me in a better light. I feel great for them and i’m happy. Life is about moments, but it’s important to make sure you don’t wait for the perfect moment, however instead you take the moment and MAKE IT PERFECT.
I’m having a Baby/Mummy day today because my little girl deserves it. There’s nothing better in life than having a great mum and if i’m not anything else in life…i’m that and that makes me proud!
Now go have a great Tuesday, you miserable chimps. 🙂
ps/ Please do follow the story of my Glamour pussy friend @emilymaybramley She’s made world news because she did an article stating how she would invest and save up for her baby Maddie’s future and push her child to have the best life possible. Which I AGREE with. No grownup who has excelled today to grand heights..ie/Tiger Woods, David Beckham, Britney Spears…etc…did it alone, without their parents, pushing, saving and investing in their future.
Of course the journalists need to make a story and need to twist it to make Ems look bad..so they’ve spun it and spewed it out in their normal ‘out of context’ way. So now she’s apparently only saving up to give her baby a boob job and make her a glamour model. *Yawn.* Poor Ems. Luckily she’s not bothered. Shes a great mum and adores her family. I adore her, so i’m #teambramley all the way!
When things get dodgy in life, just smile, make it better and focus on the positive.