Happy Weekend you little puddings! I haven’t had an entire weekend off in what feels like ages, so right now i couldn’t be happier…
I get to spend extra ‘much needed’ time with the bambinos and I get to wake up on a Saturday morning and just chill for a bit, before we all get out and about…as i’m naturally an ‘out and abouter.’ I’m a kitten who prefers to do things, than do nothing at all, unless i’m shattered or hungover. It’s important to make the most of your 100 years on the planet. It’s not necessarily about ‘doing things,’ (i’ve done a lot of ‘things’ but only because it’s what I chose to do) and more about keeping yourself happy, chipper, smiling…I mean, God, you could chill all day, every day and if that makes you glisten…then that’s all that matters. Often people forget to remember that all folk are different and I know that sounds fundamental…yet i hate it when others try and mould beings or label beings…instead of embracing their differences…and looking for the sliver lining. It happens a lot in relationships right? I moaned (yet was secretly delighted) that one of my good, good LA guy friends woke up in Japan two days ago and then Bali this morning…yet it’s only because i’m a ‘doer’ and it makes me feel excitedly jealous, but proud of him for doing life! I mean, he loves his life…yet can’t wait to settle down, be married, do forever love, have a million children live and stabley ever after. I guess, it’s all about balance.
I can tell i’m getting nervous for all the changes that i’m about to go through. I’m secretly getting stressed and i know that as i’m finding more and more things to stress about, instead of staying calm. I cant just chill in these moments, i always do the worst and try and challenge myself with ‘lots more to do’ to try and ‘victory’ it. It’s scary, but exciting all at the same time. New chapter. Great chapter. But you can’t get ahead in life, if you don’t constantly change or develop…and enjoy it.
I just feel like i have sooo much to do, so much to organize and no time to organize it in. I’m just stressing and using stress because i’m nervous. I should have a morning mojito. I’m sure they do that somewhere in the world? I enjoy how Jennn and I had to perform a ‘canned alcohol’ compromise at the Ackworth Co op, yesterday after work. The day before she bought ALL the Desperados! All of them. Lol. This time, we went together and we negotiated our booze in a can buys.
‘Right, i’ll buy two of these, and you can buy two of those.’
‘Ooooh, they’ve stocked them up!’ Lol
It’s always the little moments that i remember…they make up life..don’t they? I’m gonna miss Jen, but i’m spending great little chatty moments with her at work…as from the end of next week…*Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* Wunna moves it along. (Money making machine. Lol.)
Lee, my favourite policeman and almost guy bestie is still in Barbados…being a brand new hubby. It looks so happy on his pics, which makes me smile. Guys always try to palm off how they really feel about a girl…but you can look in a guys eyes, when he’s on a picture with a girl and tell if he actually fancies her. He’s in love and it’s alive. I like that! But i miss Wunna/Policeman banter and i won’t even get that now…so i’m having a Princess huff. He’s great in these moments when i’m stress. He’s like a giant stress reliever…and knows how to take it from me and frisbee it. Just so you know guys..THAT IS A EXTREMELY WONDERFUL quality, that ALL men should have. Girls want to feel that you have their back, you support them, you KNOW how to make everything right again, you can take away their stress and you know how to make her smile. It is a very important guy quality…that lots of males don’t have! In my last relationship, i got zero support when i needed it the most…because that being (Ben) was too busy throwing his teddy out of his cot and having his own little pity party/stubborn war. It made me dump him because he put his own negativity… before the ‘right thing to do’ morally. And yeah, he’s done the apologizing for all that…and i’ve forgiven him…Yet it doesn’t make me like him as a human and because I would DIE before i did that to someone…as would Lee, as would any of my friends, as would ANY normal human being…and i did tell him that..because I would, wouldn’t I…But you can’t make excuses, instead of taking responsibility…as that’s girly. Women don’t find that attractive.
So yes, i’m having a family day today, at the same time as doing a whole bunch of paperwork for my next chapter.
I was chatting to ‘suited and booted’ Cloughey for a bit yesterday evening after work. I love Cloughey, he’s just awesome. I can’t help but *heart* him…because he has this addicted personality that you can’t stop being hooked on. He’s funny..but swanky with it.
Guys always look like the more sophisticated version of themselves in a suit, don’t they. I like it. I lot. Again, I did tell him that. He’s a great guy…we did ‘making each other smile.’ It’s a good habit to have. I openly perved on him, in it. But like i said…a girl’s godda doo….
Then i got a message from a guy who asked to take me out, just so he could be on the blog. I’d actually do that and simply because i feel it’s very brave of the guy. Very honest of the guy. I mean, He must be pretty confident with his ‘ooh laa’…as i’d write out exactly what happened…how it happened. He’s not remotely terrified. But I don’t know him at all. Is that part of the adventure…or just silly? (Victoria?)
Just so you know, I’ve made Girl God Victoria burst my bubble whenever she has to! I get lost in swirls and she knows how to keep it real through being much wiser than I! Hahah. Although direct, sassy and fun…she’s also polite, so sometimes doesn’t like to bubble burst. Last night…i demanded she POP IT…whenever necessary. 🙂
(Junior is currently bushing m weave as we chat..well as I blog.)
Chris from Happn sent me a message. He’s impressed with my blog. I like boys who like the blog. He’s actually extremely lovely…because out of all the Happn guys ever, he’s just so honest and easy to chat to…like i said, happy…normal…London and great! Lol. I like that!! He did say that i’m ‘out of the leagues of most guys, i date.. including himself,’ and that is really polite and very flattering. Thank you, Chris!! But am I? I’m just a chick, looking for love, who’ll one day find it, like billions of others..which unfortunately makes me pretty regular! *Weeps.* But i like Chris from Happn. I don’t know why i keep hearing ‘out of my league.’ And i don’t mean it egotistically, as i promise that i hear it a lot…it’s like going to a job interview and they tell you that you’re over qualified. It’s not fun. Or men are less confident? I don’t know? But very sweet nonetheless.
Daz still gave an ‘Oi.’ More than an ‘Oi’, but i had already gone to bed. Lol.
Then another gent sent me a message, who i don’t know at all…and have probably only reply messaged…once? And that was with a ‘Thank you,’ because he said something lovely to me. Very kind. Yet it was really bizarre, as he seems to think that he’s ‘Cloughey’ in my blog?? And I mean it in the sense that he believes that I’m using the nickname ‘Cloughey’ for HIM? I’m so confused? Lol. I do use nicknames for people…for fun, to hide their identity or just because I want toooo. Yet, surely each person i talk about (even i they are under a guise) would know that it was them or not, due to the chatter or experiences that they’ve directly shared with me, right? I’m soooooooo confused??? Haha.
But incase you’re not from Pontefract and wouldn’t know…everyone i’m talking about is a REAL PERSON, yes. It is a true like documentation of my life and not a fabricated blog. I refer to Cloughey….as ‘Cloughey’ because that’s what everyone calls him..and his last name is ‘Clough.’ Lol. (I can’t believe i’m having to explain this? Lol. So odd. ) He’s a real life human and everything…that has crossed paths with Wunna land, via recent forest banter. (I knew OF him before that.)
So just to get the glitzy record straight…I’ll usually refer to a being…in a manner that will make sense to me, or them..or any experiences that we have shared. OR it could just be their actual name. Lol.
Glad to get that sorted! I’m gonna need that mojito now.
Have an awesome Saturday!
(Oh and thank you to everyone reading the blog, as it’s still read on every single continent…in 187 different countries of the world and translated into 40 different languages daily…Cheers! *Wiggle, wink*)