God, i’m eating everything in sight. EVERYTHING! (Zip up those fly’s…lol) I can’t stop. It’s my merry ‘TIME’ of the monthy and if ANYTHING infront of me, stays still for more that 6 solid minutes, it is monkey grabbed up and daintly SHOVED into my greedy oriental mouth. Before i had ‘It’s Christmas’ as an excuse. Now i’m shamefully blaming my hormones and little red panty puddles for all this Tom Foolery. But at the end of the day…who cares? We all love a bit of curvage & that my Dears is something i definitely have! *wiggle wiggle*
Okay, i’m getting kinda nervous now for 2010. It’s a big year for me and for some reason my whole being is hungering for a bit of experience, a bit more life experience. This is dangerous, as i’m one of these ‘not afraid to try anything’ kinda gals. I’m always under the misconception that i need to try a little ‘naughty naughty’ in order to FULLY experience life and KNOW where it is i stand in it. The problem is i’m rather open minded, therefore a great deal of jiggery pokery that ‘unlived ‘ others may see as ‘ooooh no, ‘…i see as a *shrug- What’s next?* If it’s a good thing. Then i love it and continue the madness. If it’s a bad thing, then i feel 1% uncomfortable for a good 24 hrs, then i hold my head up high, strut and laugh it off as ‘i just wanted to know what it would be like to…’ I’m getting this dangerous *thirst* right now. It’s like i’m an adventure vampire. It scares me…makes me nervous. But i don’t care. I’m going to experience life for you. Tell you MY story and let you learn the easy way. (I have no idea why i am wired like this. But my aim in life is to inspire people, entertain people, but more than anything encourage you to CELEBRATE whatever life you have. Glam it up a little. Love it. Live it and middle finger fear.) I only truely know a life, when i’ve experienced many different lives. However, i do know that a little bit of fear is a good thing. I get it sometimes…but then i foolishly toss it over my shoulder and march forward. *idiot*
I want to live life. Truely experience it, to it’s core. I’ve done a GREAT DEAL of this already, but all of it mainly in Hollywood. If you could real my actual ‘handwritten ‘ journal…that i have stored away secretly. You would DIE!! I’m saving it for my child to read, when i have one….and it’s grown. There’s volumes of it. Like i said…it would turn you all shades of *blush.* I just feel there is more a lot more to London, than i have actually discovered and i’m not just talking the ‘good parties,’ etc… i’ve done them, i love them and well i can always be at them. I’m talking REAL adventure. Real learning. I’m going on an adventure and i’m not leaving until i’ve done it. (You all know that i do have to venture back home ot LA at some point. I’m just not ready yet.) My name is on it’s way up. My life is getting more and more exciting. The career is stable and rocketting upward..therefore NOW i am free to ‘PLAY.’
Proceed with Caution. My 2010 is going to be Dangerous! (Haha…i love how, i’ve just been told that i need to ‘slow it down and calm down ,’ by ‘my people’ and after whole heartedly agreeing….i’m now up for trouble making and trying to palm it off, like it’s for the GOOD of all you Readers! lol) You don’t get anywhere by ‘slowing it down’…it’s not how i work. And when i’m in one of these adventure ‘life experience’ modes…i work ALONE!! (I don’t mind getting into trouble, but i’ll never get anyone else into it with me.) January 2010….the *sizzle* begins. I refuse to go out, with a story of ‘bland.’ It won’t be one that you sit your coffee on, it will be one, that is placed in a ‘please do stand back’ glass box, that if you accidentally touch will burst into flames & shower glitter all over you. (But for now…i just need a cuppa tea.)
