Shit day! I feel horrible, mean, pissed off and mad because it rained all over me all fucking day!! Everyone i know is in LA, or going to LA or, just bloody LA-ing it, and I have to stay the fuck here.. for right now and bloody work. Even Russell Brand is in LA!! It’s killing me!! I’m weeping into pillows, stomping around , pulling faces and being extremely Diva to everyone i see, just to make myself feel better!! It’s depressing!! Ugh!! At least the people here are ‘Greatness’, and not superficial. Yet saying that… i’m superficial, so i need to be around a like species. UGH!!! I’m bored, i’m still frustrated, and i need to get away!!
I know this may sound ‘funny funny drama queen,’ yet it’s really getting me down. I have a major audition friday and i don’t even want to go now. I don’t fucking care. I don’t want to do any of my shoots, i don’t want to do anything. All i want to do is drink, sleep, spend all my money and wake up when i’m in Hollywood. hahaha! Champion! ( why, does that chain of events sound HOT, if ur a girl, and ‘Loser’ if ur a boy???) I am truely going nuts! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
The only good thing about my life today, is watching ‘Desparate Housewives’ at 10pm!! I am so PISSED off!! I feel like i’m not truely living and everytime i try to find the ‘silver fucking lining,’ it’s always pissed all over by rain!!
Love ya, Chrissie Wunna x