Don’t dip tails in my tea…

Rule has number 1: Don’t ever dip ya tail in my lemon tea.

Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m a calm, patient kitten of a soul & i’m thoroughly excited because after a few days off that we’re given to the ‘rest’ factory, I’m FINALLY back on set tomorrow & thank FUCK for it!!!

Honestly…I need to learn to relax. I’m shit at it. But I did it on my own bouji way…Insta stories, TikTok & gin cocktails helped. But, yes…get me back to work, like I said on my socials, any point where you almost think you’re gonna knit a bloody cardy, or throw yourself off a donkey onto concrete, is not a good place. 🙂 I don’t even have a donkey? I’d like one though. 😉

However, that’s not the point ‘Prada’ our kitten has dipped his tail in my freshly poured lemon tea. Don’t ever in your life, see my tea and think that’s okay. I’m mean I saw him licking his goolies earlier, with his tail wafting in for a tickle!!!! That went in my tea!

It reminded me of that time a Wunna fan (and I love you all) found me at bar, they were pissed, it was fun…But then they REACHED OVER, picked up my drink and almost in slow motion, put my straw in their mouth and SLURPED up my strawberry margarita!!! All of it! Fucker GONE!! Plus, I’m a germaphobe. You can’t do that to my straw. Haha.

After that it went down hill. (Hahahahaha). I’m cracking up because you should’ve seen my face!!!

That’s been the vibe of my morning so far…including endless phone calls, dead rats, making scrambled eggs and forgetting to curl my hair. Last day of this until I can finally go back to work tomorrow!!

So stuff is picking up now, I booked a feature film yesterday and I’ve got new bits of telly in my pocket. I’m excited for ‘A Series of Light’ to begin moving once more. Season 2 is going to be a fire of a treat! And well I did INBAAL’S Live psychic reading hour, on Insta last night (I do it every Sunday…I was a bit late because I got caught up with Saving Brad on Love Island.)

Anyway, she says I have a lot of great work in store, which fills my heart with joy! Apparently I’m gonna book something big that gives me an ongoing paycheck for a very long time and there’s a movie coming up that films overseas, with some kind of ‘jewel’ or gold in the title, that I’m gonna get booked on. Now, I’m not one to live by what a psychic says. I just find it fun and enlightening . However, everything Inbaal has ever told me HAS actually come true!

I actually meet Inbaal in person for the first time tomorrow and I’m really excited. We’ll both be on ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch’ lunchmating, so it’ll be awesome to have her right in front of me. It’s crazy when you see people online or on tv, but you haven’t met them in person because you feel like you adore and know them so well, which weirdly makes things extra nervy when you finally I do get to meet them in person. Well it does me anyway!

Sent all my American friends a Happy July 4th video message yesterday. It delighted me to see them so happy, once they watched it. When I arrived in LA with my suitcase around 20 years ago, it was on July 5th…TODAY! So it’s always an anniversary for me!

I got to banter with my gorgeous Ronnie Woo who I’ve literally adored for 20 years and of course I got to chat to Ryan. Oh Ryan! I love that he always enters his conversations with me with ‘Hi, Sweet Love..’

But basically you all don’t need to jump the gun. I’m very single. I mean at this point surely I’m the Queen of Single town. I don’t want to be single forever though. Ry & I live in different countries. He’s in the states. I used to live there, but now I’m in the UK. We’re really close. I love him madly. We don’t date each other. But if I was over there or vice verse…we absolutely would! Lol.

Glad that’s all cleared up!

I also surprised people in my unread DM box. That requests that you never really get to see properly unless you’re following them. Well, recently I’ve been getting a lot of love and you’ve all been so incredibly sweet, so in order to give back and because I was a bit bored and needed something to do 😉 I chose three people from my dm box to send a surprise video message. This was all in hope that it would make their day…and it did… So we’re all a little happier in the world now.

Yes! All down to me. 🙂

Anyway, on the mighty love front, I’m a love bunny and I definitely don’t want to be single forever. I always tell that story of Albert, who once walked into a coffee shop that I worked in years ago. He was 80 and told me how lonely it was to not have someone to love or a partner to love YOU…during the end phase of ya life.

I smiled & told him he had plenty of life left…But It weirdly stuck with me.

So right now, I’m open to looking for love, but it’s not a priority. Work is, because I’ve got dreams that I wanna try and make come true for the kids & I. I’ve always felt like love will always be there? I don’t know why? But I guess cos it always has?

But I’m being patient, staying focussed, building your career and waiting for the right man…who will come and find me at the right time.

Anyway, ask me a question on my insta story. I need to make a new tea.

Gnomes, Pancakes & Rest Vibes

Right, I think I’ve finally recovered from a slung-whoosh of tiredness and I’m raring to go! I’ve fully committed to enjoying the rest that I have now. I haven’t rested all year…We all know I’m shit at resting. But I reckon in life, you’re exactly where you’re meant to be. You’re in those places and moments for a reason. So…you’ve just got to embrace it and get on with it, with a smile on ya face.

Decided I hate supermarket shopping. Well no! I only like it when I know where everything is? Having to hunt around B&M yesterday, whilst everyone glared at because I was in a flat cap, face mask, with tits, made it a little harder.I looked like Yorkshire/Ninja porn.

Bottom line you would think disposable knives and forks would be by party stuff, like napkins and shit…or by other chilled cutlery vibes, right? No!!! By garden furniture and GNOMES!!! Eh????

Now, I’m sweet, but I don’t have the patience for the menial tasks that life has to offer…like I once THREW out a pan because I couldn’t be arsed to wash it, after I burnt beans in it. I just bought a new one cos life’s too short to be scrubbing bean juice, off things that don’t have a heartbeat.

So I bought disposable knives and forks by Gnomes yesterday! GNOMES! Now, I don’t know who sets the shelf display up, around that place but they’re definitely bonkers enough to be on ‘Stephs Packed Lunch’ so I should whizz them a dm and tell them to get emailing in.

I don’t have anything else to tell you, other than I’m chilling, I don’t have much work in July, I’m resting up, I’ve got a mountain ton of things to promote today online and I’m alright. I’m still smiling and hoping for the best.

I tried to TikTok last night, for a bit of ‘look at me.’ As soon as I completed the video…NO, in fact half way through, TikTok deleted my video and said I had too many ‘community guideline violations,’ to be able to post such naughtiness.

I was in joggers. I hadn’t even got to the corset part yet. 🙂 It’s like they knew what was coming and ‘policed in’ before I secretly posted it ‘private,’ saved the video and put it on my insta instead. Hahahahaha.

They always have it in for me and I think it’s not fair because I’m genuinely just drawn naughty/exotic and a little bit cheeky. I can’t help it if I look like that in joggers. I’m not meaning to violate communities. It’s my normal face and manner? I wanted something to post on my insta, so my down time from actually being in sets, wasn’t too pathetically dull.

Aww! Junior’s just walked in. (I’m still in bed.) He wants pancakes. Son’s are ace because they just get to the point. Ruby (who’s just like me) would have walked in, told me how much she loves me, cuddled a little, played with my hair (which is my weakness) and then RINSED by bank account in seconds after tricking me into buying 900 fidget toys and lip balms, before 9am.

Junior saunters in, in his pants and just says…


No messing. No nonsense. The boy just wants to eat.

See you on my Insta Story…

Also, yesterday on my insta story… I kinda blamed guys for not asking me out an. But after whirling through my DMs really quick, I realised that I’d just made that up. Lol.You DO ask me out and I never respond. So I’ll deffo take the blame for that. Maybe I’m just too picky?

Cannibals, Life & Cool as Ice

What a night!!! So basically, a few weeks ago I was tagged in a post by two guys in New York, who have their own movie review show and they tagged me on Twitter because they ‘d reviewed a movie that I was in…on their show. Make sense? Still with me? Let’s keep going…

So I watched their show, I listened to what they said (they said good things/bad things, but most of all honest things.) It was fun. It was banter…and I liked it…So I left four emoji ‘hearts’ as my response. Lol. I was actually filming ‘Game of Love’ in Birmingham at the tim with Proportion Productions. I remember being in the kitchen watching it on my phone.

Then I got this…

Long story short, I loved their vibe so much, that I said ‘Yes’ immediately. They picked me a ‘surprise’ film, that I watched twice and well last night at 1.30am we filmed it and I got to be a guest on their show.

Oh my god!! I had so much fun.

I mean, words cannot even nearly describe how much I love these guys! It was kinda like a fun, wild ride of film review banter. They’re great at what they do! They’re proper stars. I was just so honoured to be their guest!

Wait!! I am their FIRST EVER overseas guest on the show!

You all know how much I love Americans. You all know how much I adore The States. I just feel like I did all my growing up in LA, so whenever I’m around American banter or hear the accent swirling around me madly, I immediately feel all warm & fuzzy.

What a night!!! But I’m not gonna tell you everything yet, as ofcourse when the video comes out, I’m gonna tell you all to go watch it and THEN i’ll explain why I love these guys in depth and why you should tooooo! Both on & off air they were a sheer delight to be around.

But yes! I can’t wait for you all to see the show and especially because the ‘surprise’ film that was picked for me was ‘Cool as Ice’ staring ‘Vanilla Ice.’ 🙂

The funny thing is that I had nothing else on yesterday. I was trying to enjoy resting, which I don’t do well or really enjoy until I don’t have it…So I committed to being a nuisance for most of the day.

I argued with ‘Love Island’ fans. I shot slutty looking TikTok videos, that I didn’t post. I couldn’t be arsed. So I basically did them for nothing! I chatted to my new friend ‘The Fairygod Father’ who’s a fun, Yorkshire man, who’s got this MASSIVE …following 😉 because he’s a normal guy, who used to be a bit ‘rum’, who now helps woman find the man of their dreams. He’s like a dating expert for women and it’s ace cos he’s northern and delivers his wise words directly, warm and from a guys point of view.

I don’t go to him for love life advice , before you all start. I don’t need helping. I just need wine and …………………. ( put something naughty in that blank.) But he’s a fun find!

Spoke to Ryan yesterday. We speak or message quite a lot and every time I do he’s always so filled with this positive love and light, without being wet or cheesy. I find him really inspiring. I love to learn from people. And like I said, if I ever have a problem I always go to him for advice & love.

I think he just wrapped off a movie yesterday & we were just chatting about how our July’s seem a little work empty., as I had a wine and the kids hopped around Rogerthorpe Thorpe Manor.
Unlucky for him that means he has a July of me annoying him via the fine art of voice note, which I’m cool with and he’ll probably adore…at first. I might send him a nude to spice it up. Hahahahaha .

But I waited all day to film at 1.30am because I’m in the UK and had to film on New York time! Watched ‘Love Island’ then thought I’d take a nap, so I’d be fresh for my film review at 1.30am.

WTF! Worst idea EVER! I passed out. Woke up at 12.03. Fell back to sleep with my new alarm set.

RUBY just so happened to need the loo at 1.14am, walked passed my door, saw me still asleep and WOKE me up straight away with a..

‘… Mum, you have work in 15 minutes.’

I shocked up, thanked her, pulled myself together, did my face, set up lights and cameras…all this mad shit was going on! . It was like a circus…

1.32am I sign in…I meet the boys…

..and the rest of the night was history!

Can’t wait for you to see it!

Let’s try again…

Wow! I haven’t been on here in absolute months! Every other day I’ve thought that I’ve wanted to tell you everything, yet ‘being busy,’ I’m gonna say ‘life’ and ‘good times’ (all excuses for ‘couldn’t be arsed,’ ) got the better of me. I don’t know why I haven’t blogged? I have no clue? But I’m back. Well, i think I’m back? And I’m mainly back because after what could be described as the absolute BUSIEST first part of the year that a kitten like me could ever have….this July is the FIRST time in what feels like donkies years, where I don’t have that much going on? I’m peeking over fences for work and well…fuck me, i can’t find it anywhere. Lol.

Just to set the scene. I’m currently topless, in my pants, sat up in bed, with my hair in a scruffy top knot, using my iphone as a screen, with this giant Bluetooth keyboard as my ‘tipper tapper.’ My contacts aren’t in so i can’t at all see and questions to my Insta story are coming in thick and fast by gents who want to know if I’m single or horny?

I reckon I’m both. No. I’m definitely both. But it’s 7.42 am and their cyber willies aren’t gonna save my life right now, so I’m just gonna ‘giggle’ them off with a ‘Thank you…very flattered,’ vibe.

Right! I need to tell you what I’ve been up to. But I’m just gonna skim it because if you’re on my socials you can see what I’ve been up to all year. I’ve wanted to restart the blog because I did a radio interview from a hotel room for the BBC on Sunday morning, after I’d been filming a little something in Birmingham. It reminded me of how important our ‘stories’ actually are, as we go through life. Our memories of moments whether they gave us a sense of achievement or regret, are all we’re gonna be left with.

I have a big story, I’ve told it for decades…so i didn’t want to stop now, because firstly, it might inspire someone somewhere in the world. Secondly, I Have nothing to do. 🙂 Thirdly, I noticed that any moment of success or achievement that I’m going through now, has literally only felt so INCREDIBLY wonderful because of the struggles that I’ve had to tinker through to get there.

Becky who was interviewing me for the BBC radio Sheffield thing. The ‘All about you’ segment. Well she said this…

‘You’re definitely someone who wants to be loved.’

When she said it…I was standing in my bra and jeans, in a hotel room, looking at myself in the mirror and something just hit me weird…like ‘fuck.’

I always find it uncomfortable to hear or to say out loud that i’m someone who wants to be loved. I don’t know why because we all do? It’s human nature. I do feel loved. It’s not a sad story. But I feel as though when it comes to my love life, they’ll never be a guy who just loves me…madly…the way they say in fairytales.

So, I usually laugh it off, make some joke and I was quite prepared to. But I didn’t. I just paused…and agreed! I couldn’t even believe I paused and agreed.

And from that point…I knew the interview was going in the right direction…

Let’s put it this way…I’ve let myself down a lot in life, made shit loads of mistakes, mainly with men, certainly and foolishly sacrificed things (like my career) because of them, with a mixture of bad choices, insecurity or just not being focussed on the things that truly matter. I sold myself short…We’ve all done it at some point, some of us are still doing it…(I had a friend recently do it and it broke my heart to watch it happen. Yet you’ve kinda just godda let people live their own story.) It’s how it works. Bottom line, these are all moments that we look back on as the ‘dodgier’ times, so when something good happens that cancels that moment out a little, you flashback straight to the memory. It always stays with you, you kinda never ‘delete it’ from your system, but a different energy is served with it this time, an energy that is no longer filled with tears, stress or loss, as it’s now replaced with a calm, positive swirl of achievement.

AmI talking shit? I feel like I’m talking shit? Haha. But all this makes proper sense to me? 🙂

It’s only been recently towards the last half of my 30’s, leading into me being 40, where I finally pulled myself together, stuck to my own discipline, listened, learned and got on the right track. I quit a lot of bad habits, i quit dating, i put everything I was into work and wanting to at least try to be a success.

It worked and now i guess, I’m headed in the right direction. Bit by bit, I’m getting closer and closer to where i want to be career wise and well my little asian heart is now constantly filled with utter joy. 🙂

So I’ve been away travelling a lot, filming movies and well thankfully because of Scott Jeffrey who is literally the industry’s most hardworking film producer I’ve ever known….I have so much respect for him because he’s positive and kind, yet a grafter. At the same time he’s not a force to be reckoned with. He’s certainly someone who wants to achieve great things and i love that in people. If it wasn’t for him, i wouldn’t have worked so much this year and last. But away from work, more than anything I’m grateful for the friendship we have. I have so many moments with him be it gossiping on the Snowdonian mountains in Wales, hiding in back rooms chatting about dramas, giggling about life over Haribo’s in mansions. there’s just so many, i can’t even nearly name them. But they’re just moments that i’Lol away remember.

So yes….lots of movie making has been happened. The last film I wrapped off was ‘Game of Love,’ with Proportion Productions. I played ‘Georgia.’ Such a fun role to tinker with. I had a naughty sex scene in it. It was actually my fist ever scene in a movie ever….I’m not gonna lie. It was fun! haha. I’m just made that way.

I’ve also filmed a bunch of tv. I shot ‘Kensal Town’ in West London A few weeks ago, and two other shows that I have small parts in. One for Netflix which was fun. (I’ve come a long way…So all this means so much to me.)

Then finally I’m still happily lunch mating on ‘Stephs Packed Lunch’ on Channel 4. I feel like I’ve been on the show from the start and grown with it and well I honestly can’t even nearly tell you how wonderful it feels to be part of that ‘family’ because it’s truly one of the best sets you could ever be part of. It’s positive, vibrant, chilled and everyone is just gets on with it. I think I’ve done almost 100 episodes now and there’s never been a single time where I’ve walked onto that set and not felt excited. It’s just so much fun! I feel really grateful. I mean the fact that we’re a Daytime, national tv show that broadcasts from Leeds is INSANE!!! I never thought that would ever happen in my lifetime. So GOD am I proud to be part of it! We’re making mini waves that will hopefully turn into big waves.

Anyway, that’s my ‘run down’ blog. I always hate the ‘getting back into it blog,’ because I’m always more factual than emotional and I know all you wanna hear about is my love life and who I’ve either spooned, dated or bonked. Haha.

I can tell you that during lockdown I did not date at all. I stuck by the rules and stayed away! I mean I chatted it guys on line. one i really liked. He ghosted me and disappeared. But now he’s back and thinks I’m ‘sexy.’ Lol.

Since lockdown restrictions were lifted a little more, I have had mini encounters. So I’ve chilled on sofas and watched movies with ‘London Business Man’ who’s literally been present through all of my blog, over time, here and there. He’s kinda been like a ‘Mr. Big,’ through time. He’s always been really good to me. A great friend. An ace person to have shared sheets with through the years.

London business Man: ‘You haven’t come to see me in FIVE YEARS!. It’s been FIVE whole years…’

‘I’ve just been really busy. Plus, you only message me whenever you’ve broke up with someone. I’m like you’re lonely heart go to..’

‘That’s not true…’

Anyway, weeks and weeks before that, i met up with a guy who I’d been chatting to anyway…so i knew him. His work led him to Leeds, from a far distant country. So i thought it was definitely worth it. I did actually feel a bit nervous. Long story short. I found out that he wasn’t even single and also had a baby on the way. So, that was the end of that. Yippee!!

I mean ‘encounter’ wise, stuff does happen. I just stopped telling my story for a bit because I guess I just needed to re-rein and gather. Plus, coming out of lockdown I felt the extreme need to be careful. Y’know, walk with my vagina celotaped up, because having no love and Zero ‘nookie,’ during the pandemic…well it can really make you think you fancy EVERYONE who hits on you. Haha

Even Clint was like ‘Don’t let ya mind trick you into thinking you fancy people that you don’t.’

So in my love life…right now…NOTHING is going on, where i can tell a beautiful love story.

If there was a man in the world that I could marry right now and spend the rest of my time with that would be Ryan Francis…Hands down. We’ve never even dated. We live in different countries. 🙂 But GOD do i love that man so madly. We’re really close. We’re great friends and well he’s just someone I go to for pure love and advice on ANYTHING. He always knows how to make things better. He always knows how to make me smile and to me they’re really great signs of a truly beautiful human. 🙂

Inbaal my absolute favourite psychic says that in July, she actually sees a romance that could potentially bloom Into a full blown real thing. I think she’s on ‘Packed Lunch’ today. So I’m excited to watch!! She always has so much love for me. She’s wonderful! Such a sweet soul. I love that!

But yeah…potential July romance on the cards…

I’m already nervous. I can’t even say that i’m excited. That’s why I’m searching as fast as I can for MORE WORK, simply to AVOID the potential heartache. Heartache is the my worst feeling in the world ever!

Anyway, I’m off. I need breakfast. But as it stands, I’m feeling good. I’m feeling confident. I’m positive. I’m calm and I’m pretty more than alright. I’m dandy. I’m watching ‘Love Island.’ So far it’s not got my juices flowing. But on the up…we’ve only gone and won the football!!!!

It’s coming home!!! 🙂

I hope you all have a beautiful day.

See you on my Insta story!

Busy Little Story Teller!

My life is constantly changing! However for once, it’s almost like I’m done with the ‘struggle’ part, y’know where stuff just seems happens, so you can learn a very importantly annoying lesson. It’s like I’ve graduated that phase of my life. I had to do my lesson learning in Hollywood. I didn’t learn as well as I thought because I learnt a bit more via the fine art of the ‘hard way’ back home in the uk.

Now, at 40, when I feel like I’m doing alright! I feel ‘solid,’ filled with knowledge and most of all I’m HAPPY. Well now, the things that I’m learning are so much more fruitful because it’s all positive and life changing as it focuses on the joys, my loves, my passion and my career. Nothing bad is having to happen anymore that’s based on a futile moment of whim. I’m following the natural grain and flow of what seems to be happening in my life and I’m only steady pushing blocks where necessary. I trust the flow now & I’m thankful. Sometimes you’ve just godda trust the flow…and let it take you places without worry.

So yeah, all is calm, all is chipper…Ruby and Junior are DELIGHTED and I kinda feel like I’m on my way up, but this time I’m taking the elevator because I’ve bloody done all the stairs. 🙂

I’m BUSY and if you know me personally I’m at my FINEST when I have stuff to do! Haha. I’m certainly a workaholic. Yet I changed everything in my world to make sure that the stuff I did FOR work, was the stuff that made me happy.

When I say that I mean…Work that never feels like work. Work you’re always excited for! Work that you’ve dreamed of doing every since you’ve been a child. Work that’s never about a pay check and always true to your heart. I have that now…

So when I say I’m busy working…I beam with joy…It’s a good thing and I value it so much, as ofcourse it hasn’t always been that way.

If you’ve found yourself here, thank you very much. I hope you enjoy reading through some of my diary. If not…I don’t blame ya. Haha. I’ve been exceedingly rubbish at keeping up the blog. (I have kept a hand written diary though and I guess I needed it to be that way, as my life began changing. It seems that when transitions are occurring, I guess I no longer write them out in the open… like I used to and have done for over 10years. I need the peace and calm away from eyes, until I’m ready, sorted and excited to deliver.) When I was younger, now I look back, my life transitions didn’t seem that big. Probably why I found it easier to write about them openly. They felt big at the time. Haha. Whereas now, the changes are so HUGE and POSITIVE that I just want to make sure that the situations and myself are fully nurtured and that I’ve enjoyed them with my family or the people I have around me…BEFORE I tell my story…

…and I’m a story teller by trade, so it feels good to be doing it with the right ‘feels.’

I keep everything simple and I DO NOT do ANYTHING that doesn’t make me happy & I think that’s one of the most important things that I could pass on to anyone.

So where we at? I’m back in the studio on ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch’ tomorrow, 12:30 Channel 4. ‘Packed lunch’ pretty much saved my lockdown life because being part of the ‘fam,’ kept me performing, got me out the house, kept me social. It’s just such a blessing to be part of such a fun, yet also innovative show! It’s filled with joy and we’ll it’s been recommissioned for another series, so every team member both on & off camera are pretty much overjoyed, because everyone’s worked so hard! We’ve had a break because of the cricket, but I’m back on the telly tomorrow…and every Tuesday from now on.

I have a ‘Zoom’ rehearsal tomorrow for ‘Another day’ which is a comedy feature film I’m in for Amazon Prime. I missed the last rehearsal by accident, so I’m overly cautious to not fuck up the next batch of ‘practice.’ Lol (If I’m being honest, I’m not used to rehearsing this much. Haha. But I love it. It’s such a funny film.)

But anyway, over the last week and a half I’ve just had an over pour of great news. Obviously I’ve been working a lot with Scott Jeffrey. He produced ‘Dinosaur Hotel,’ ‘War of The Monsters’ and ‘Dragon Fury,’ that were the features I filmed last year with him for Jagged Edge Productions.

Literally the best time, the most amazing quality of film, done so quickly, to such a high standard, and with the best cast & crew. The team is amazing and because of that I LOVE working with Scott.

I love to act, I love to be busy, so being able to do it with a great team is the extra shot in my mai tai.

So I’m absolutely delighted to have now been booked on 4 more feature films, the first one I film at the end of March, ‘Last Rite,’ and then I have one every month until May. (I couldn’t be more grateful. There’s just a magic about Scott’s sets and it’s great that he has a group of actors & crew that he uses and interchanges because we’ve all become really good friends, a family…which truly makes THE BEST kinda result!

I’m so excited to see everyone!

Plus, alongside that I’m currently working with Channel 4 Inclusion, with my good friend Colin, who I’ve known for years, who’s now head of C4 Inclusion!!! Amazing innit!!!

Diversity in Media means so so much to me, obviously with me being Asian AND Northern. So it’s such an honour to represent inclusion on television and film with Channel 4 and well I have a lil’ something coming up on March 11th!

Right I’ve rambled on now…other than all that, I’ve been binge watching ‘Bling Empire’ on Netflix & chatting to my very busy, yet wonderful friend Ryan..who I genuinely think the world of.

Ruby’s had a birthday, a lockdown birthday…and she’s now 10! I can’t believe that we made it to 10 in one piece. We had the most beautiful day and Junior loves spoiling his sister! (We did have to buy him an extra cake on the side to make him happy though. Haha. What? He’s the baby if Wunna land.) But yes, she was over the moon which made my heart melt. Their life has changed so much also! They’re both working and basically living their dream! I’m so proud!

What else? Oh! My friend Mel, was proposed to by her lovely Dave! When I read that text, I squealed with joy!!!! She deserves her ‘happy.’ In fact I nearly cried!!! I love her so much.
I’ve also been LOVING Zoom comedy nights on a Saturday with Russell Kane and Scott Mcgrane. It’s been a blast and helps Rethink mental illness, so life’s just been a blessing.
It was also ace to rechat to Ria Lina, who I completely adore. We have met previously and I’ve heard we’re about to meet again… So I’m forcing her to be my asian soul sister.

Other than that, it’s my best friend & celeb chef Ronnie Woo’s birthday today, I’m really looking forward to the Prince Harry & Meghan interview coming up, with Oprah! Conor Maynards mash ups are Amazing and I found this girl on TikTok that does the BEST most comforting asmr….So I’m now addicted to her soothiness!

Right I need a wine! You can ask me a question on my insta story or enjoy my new TikTok account.

Love you,
Chrissie x

Lockdown 3, Life & Cupid…

Well done! You’re surviving Lockdown 3, in one absolute alright piece! You’re a champ! I love you and things are gonna get better! There’s good days, bad days and well if your day has been anything like mine…there’s those fucking boring days, where time could not drag any slower & yet you can’t seem to find your ‘comfy’ place.

I’m kinda being a bit of a twat because I’m actually lucky enough to be Lunchmating it on ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch’ on Channel 4 throughout the WHOLE of ENTIRE lockdown. It’s the best daytime show on Earth to be part of (there’s a magic about it,) so I’m utterly grateful that 3 times a week I’m given the opportunity & joy to be able to leave lockdown life to work & entertain the masses via the fine art of television.

The thing is my work week is SO uplifting and filled with enjoyment that it flies by and you don’t really feel the ‘lockdown’ at all!

It’s like a ‘swirl’ and we all know I love a swirl. I get carried away in a swirl, be it in work or in romance. I live for the simple merry ‘swirl’ of life…the ‘feels.’ It excites me. I get carried away. I’m comfortable there.

Anyhow, when it comes to the weekend (when I return to the land of lockdown,) which is only a tiny stretch of actual days off… I’m still swirling on this magical adrenaline…this ‘high.’ Yet because time seems to stand so still and drag along, as slow as it can possibly drag….it’s hard to just chill and enjoy it, at first.

After a day of moaning, feeling sorry for myself and being hormonal, I managed to take some time to just relax and appreciate simplicity. Y’know be grateful for the small things that make me smile. It’s something that I always have in me, I’m the most thoughtful person, yet something that I have to be able to teach myself to go to when necessary. It’s in my ‘emotion toolbox.’ But I’ve got it now. I’m sorted!

‘Simplicity- Identify the essential. Eliminate the rest.’ Leo Babauta.’

I’m still failing at stuff though, even though life seems ace. I’m drinking non-alcoholic red wine right now, which is absolute sacrilege to the life of any decent human being. Plus, I’ve managed to bosh out 2 ‘wiggly bum’ videos for my socials. There WAS 3…but TikTok (who hates me) got rid of one as a violation. Lol. TikTok narks me off when it does this…I’ve already had my first account permanently banned because chicks and exes kept reporting it. I haven’t even done anything naughty. I’m just drawn playfully, with little Asian eyes…

Dudes seem to like it…Well 83% of them anyway. That’s my insta ‘audience’ men/women ratio. Only 16% of it is made up of chicks.

Now, I’m someone who thinks you should stick to your strengths and not feel forced to change if you’re whole heartedly content and at 40…I am. So I cater to my audience because I’m grateful that they’re there. I’m grateful for their love. Plus I enjoy entertaining them.

I don’t know why that irritates some folk? If you don’t like something, you don’t HAVE to watch it? Haha. I mean don’t repeatedly step into Wunna land if it makes you feel shitty. Simples! It’s just a bit of fun. Find yours! Embrace it! Love it! Feel free! Have a laugh!

On the acting front, I’ve had two feature films and a series pushed back to ‘later in the year’ and April due to the Covid restrictions.

Like I said before, I feel really lucky to have ‘Packed Lunch’ to go to right now. It keeps me sane and happy. It gives me a chance to still entertain!

The good thing is that when the pandemic is over I have films and projects to look forward to, straight out of lockdown. I’m feeling pretty good. I’m feeling pretty confident. The career’s going alright. It’s the best it could be right now, so I’m happy! The future still looks bright and I’m excited for it! (But don’t worry if your future feels like it isn’t feeling as bright…because everyone in entertainment is in the same boat! It’s not just you. Everything will go back to normal soon.)

Love life wise, not much is going on. I was chatting to someone…they were the last person I spoke to in 2020 and the first voicenote I heard in 2021. I liked him. I still do. Yet, he’s kinda drifted away…Guys do that don’t they. They sort of drift and return at a later date, when they’re feeling a little more refreshed. Lol.

That happens to me all of the time & right now I’m alright with that because we’re in lockdown and we’ll it’s hard to date! You can’t even seen the heart of your desire, or touch them or smell them. Let alone lay on the sofa with them, whilst you drink wine and giggle. Let ALONE enjoy naughty moments. You can’t establish something properly, can you, until you get to do that!

I’m old school. I love romance. Getting use to cyber valentine vibes, is difficult.

I’m gonna have the worst Valentine’s Day aren’t I! Haha. Gosh! Here I am! 40. Single. Yet weirdly with an inbox full of dms, requesting love, sex and marriage, from various gents from all around the world. Well…some are gents…some are just horny.

I mean I must get asked out about 97 times a day. I ignore them all, then moan because I can never find true love. Haha.

I’m a proper love bunny, so i’m cautious. I have to trust that it’s gonna be okay, before I start catapulting myself into any more heartache. If I fall in love, I fall head over heels in love and well this time around… I just wanna make sure it’s right, they’re right and that it’s long term. I don’t wanna make a bad choice and look stupid again. I’ve learnt everything the hard way in love.

But hey ho! At least the careers going well! 😉

See you on Insta! You can ask me a question everyday on my story! @chrissiewunna

Films, Telly & Catch ups

Okay! So, I don’t even know where I was up to with life? It’s been AGES since I’ve had time to blog…so I don’t know how far I’ve got with you? I haven’t even checked to see what the last blog was about? Hahah. Yet, when I can’t blog and I’m having to catch you up, do know that I class that as a good thing! I’m really thankful (especially after the drama of 2020, to be working so much in entertainment.) It’s almost like my life is changing every single day, but for the better & we know it hasn’t always been that way. I’ve had to really work hard for everything I have and everything I am. But what I’ve learnt at 39 is that having to learn everything the hard way, has truly served me well, as it’s made ne tremendously grateful for every little moment. So when it cones to finally being able to paddle in my ‘happy place,’ I look back and see everything I’ve been through (I even flash back to my Hollywood days) and in a way it makes me value & treasure every tiny, little achievement I’ve accidentally or purposely made…because it didn’t come easy.

Every day I wake up and I never know what’s in store, but then I sort of ‘blink,’ and all of a sudden, out of nowhere a little miracle has swirled my way. I don’t even know why or how so many wonderful things are happening? But gosh, I’m beaming…I’m trying my best to do ‘Wunna land’ proud.

But enough of that… right now, I’m in my bendy rollers, I’m chilling in my Japanese kimono. I have a 0% Heineken by my side. I’ve just posted my ‘Tricky Challenge’ tiktoks on Mubarak Insta feed. Ruby has a Stilton and crackers. Junior has a pizza. …and I’m resting up for another delightful episode of ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch,’ as I’m in the studio, lunch mating both tomorrow AND Friday…on Channel 4 (12:30)

Code for ‘Watch it.’ Lol

On my last blog, I think I’d just wrapped on a film? Was it ‘Stained Canvas.’ It must’ve have been? Anyway, since then life gallopped and went full speed ahead. The nation went into lockdown and well it didn’t even touch my sides, simply because I SO GRATEFULLY working through the whole entire thing.

Since my last blog I’ve filmed two whole feature films with ‘Jagged Edge Productions.’ Just AMAZING! That’s all I can even say.

I played lead characters in both films. ‘Sienna Woods’ in ’Dinosaur Hotel’ & ‘May Steel’ in ‘War of the Monsters.’ Both Ruby and Junior aka ‘The Wunna Babies’ were in the films also…and well, what can I say, other than working with ‘Jagged Edge’ has been out of this world, incredible.

I mean Scott (producer…he cast me, so I love him lol) and Rhys worked so so hard and I’ve never in my life filmed two features, back to back, so QUICKLY, that look as phenomenal as they do!

The cinematography is insane! The scripts are exciting! The talent within the cast was top notch. The crew & Director ‘Jack Mundy’ smashed it..I mean even the turn overs of the films are going at the speed of light and they’re of ‘First class’ quality.

We all just worked as hard as we could…to bring the two stories and the characters to life and hopefully that will radiate through the films.

I can’t wait to see them. I think they release Summer 2021.

More than anything I’m really grateful to be working with Scott…and I look forward to doing as many movies as possible with him!

I’ve met a really great team and some truly great actors…So i’m in! It’s an absolute joy to be part of their ‘magic.’

I feel so lucky.

So yeah, those two films wrapped at the end of November and straight away I was back at Channel 4, on ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch’ lunch mating.

In the time that I had been cast in both Scott’s films, I had also become a regular lunch mate on ‘Packed Lunch’ so it’s just been all GO!

It’s wonderful!

It’s almost like I’m getting the best of both worlds!

I’m an actor, so I get to go away and bring the most amazing characters to life for that good old silver screen. Then at the same time, once I’m all wrapped, I get to shimmie back into the fun & wonderfully glitzy studio, for Channel 4, at the Leeds Docks and go make daytime telly via the form of banter & lunch with Steph! Not to mention a conga line of absolutely ace, tv talent. (I mean, I get to have people like Russell Kane teach me how to be funny. John Waite teach me how to cook and Anton Du Beke teach my brain cells how to work. Haha.

It’s just bliss…and I’m glad to be making history and making those oh so important memories.

It’s all we’re doing in this little thing called life really….and it’s beautiful.

So to catch you all up! I’m on Steph’s Packed Lunch, 12:30, channel 4…on both Thursday (tomorrow) AND Friday.

Friday is my LAST show for 2020, (don’t worry I’m booked back on for Jan) as I will be heading off to go film ANOTHER feature film m with Jagged Edge Productions called ‘Dragon Fury.’ I play ‘Nicole Folland’ a mountaineer.

I head off on Dec 14th and get back on Dec 22nd, just in time for Christmas.

I actually headed to snowy, cold mountains to film…AND I have a birthday (my 40th) whilst I’m there. I’m really excited! It’s gonna be ACE!

So anyway, there’s a lot going on…

I’ll try and tell you my story more often.

I love you all very dearly and I thank you all so much for your constant support.

I’ll leave you with this.. lol



Life is just ACE, right now…

Heeelllllooooooo! If you’re in the UK, I hope you’re enjoying lockdown 2! It is what it is! But if I’m being honest, it doesn’t feel as bad this time around? Does it to you? It’s almost like we’ve got this! Like we’ve been there, done that and bought all the bloody toilet roll, to wipe the bums of every single human, in all the beautiful land!

I’m actually quite busy, so I’m feeling so utterly lucky and so wonderfully blessed! I’m working, I’m happy & The Wunna Babies, Ruby & Junior are brimming over with excitement!

We loved bonfire night. We nearly burnt the house down. I tried to make a bonfire toffee tart, but my acrylic nail fell off and burnt into it. The tortoise got scared. Junior wanted to set fire to everything. Ruby decided to be scared of the 62 sparklers that I bought and just like that, the BEST memories EVER, were made!

It was definitely nuts!! So I made sure that I posted a sultry-ish video of me, play dancing around with a sparkler in my hand…to music…just so everyone thought we were calm & normal. 🙂 I love fire. It calms me. So I thought I was sending out ‘good vibes.’ Then Tiktok removed my video for posting ‘dangerous acts.’


It’s a sparkler in my hand on bonfire night? Not a donkey being shot out of a bloody fiery cannon!

I’m about to start filming a feature film, ‘Dinosaur Hotel,’ followed by ANOTHER feature film, back to back…and I couldn’t be MORE grateful to have given such a fantastically lucky opportunity! The scripts are great! I’m so excited. Yet more than anything…just so grateful to the team at Jagged Edge Productions!

AND Ruby & Junior have been written into BOTH movies tooooooo, so my heart has skipped a beat with delight, as Scott (at Jagged Edge) has literally gone above & beyond to make filming…life…and just EVERYTHING so much easier on little ‘single mum’ me!

I’m really thankful!!

I’m now also a regular ‘lunch mate’ On ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch,’ 12:30 weekdays, on Channel 4.

It’s literally THE MOST refreshingly fun, daytime chat show on telly! It’s wild, it’s alive and it’s just one of those shows that makes you smile. It’s filmed in Leeds, Yorkshire, it’s full of accents, celebrity guests and current news.

It’s an absolute BLAST!! One of those shows where you can just BE, without airs, graces or worry, whilst feeling adored and accepted! There’s no judgements and it represents everyone!

It’s a true laugh and everyone on set is honestly having the most remarkable time! It’s a buzz. So I’m honoured to be part of the hoopla! I’ve done a lot of tv and I’ve been on a lot of sets and there’s a ‘magic’ to this set! As soon as I walk in, an hour and a bit before the live show, I feel at home! I love it!!!

I’m back on tomorrow (Wednesday Nov 11th) so please do tune in and enjoy the show! It’s so much fun! 12:30, weekdays…Channel 4.

So yeah, it’s all go right now! The kids have their last day of school tomorrow, before they head off for filming, to be lil’ mini movie stars. (They’re so excited.) We will be away filming the moving.

I’m on ‘Packed Lunch’ around filming the feature films, and I just can’t wait to start on ‘Dinosaur Hotel.’ I play ‘Sienna Woods’ and she’s the lead female! So I have a lot to challenge myself with…which makes me smile! (I love a juicy role.)

Everyone thought that I’d gone quiet on my ‘socials,’ but I haven’t…there’s just been a whole lot of script to learn and absorb! But I’ve done it! Plus, I have to help the babies learn their lines also!

Oh! And I found out today that’s I’m gonna be American in the second feature film! So it’s again, gonna feel so wonderful to work hard and be challenged. There’s just that great sense of achievement once you’ve mastered it! It’s almost euphoric!

So yeah…basically everything’s ace!

I’m meeting some really amazing people at work right now also!

I’m happy!

Tune into ‘Steph’s Packed Lunch’ tomorrow 12:30, channel 4! Tweet me or insta me, whilst ya watching…and i’ll Show you some love! 🙂

Right! I’ve godda go! I’ve got to plonk bendy rollers in my hair for tomorrow!

Big kisses!

This was my morning workout on insta..

Enjoy! Lol

Halloween, Life & New Excitement

Happy Monday!!! It took me a jazzy bit to get started this morning. But I got there!! So, we’re all good!

I hope you all had the most amazing Halloween! In Wunna Land, the babies & I kinda like to celebrate everything. So the spooky vibes certainly weren’t cancelled for us. When it comes to making childhood memories for Ruby & Junior, I just try my best to make as many as possible, that are just filled with deliciously, fruitful good times!

We threw our own mini Halloween party at home, instead of going out trick-or-treating and well the snack table was whipped out! Now, if the snack table is whipped out, at any point during your time in Wunna Land…it means shit is going down. (Good shit. Lol) The kids loved it. I loved it! It was just absolute bliss! Another memory made!

I always feel as though, if I create all these wonderful times, that they can reflect upon when they’re older and LIVE through whilst they’re present…THEN when I keel over and die (unfortunately NOT from too much rum *She weeps* ) they’ll treasure me and remember me as THE greatest Mama they could ever have. THE greatest woman they could ever know. (I mean, that’s how i see my Mum.)

I was an ‘Egyptian Sex-Slave’ for Halloween! 🙂 I was initially gonna be grapes. But then my good friend AND celebrity chef Ronnie Woo, told me how difficult it is to actually BE grapes. So I tossed it off…because if HE found it hard, then I’ve have absolutely ZERO chance at achieving such madness.

Strangely enough, lol…you all LOVED my shot at being an ‘Egyptian sex-slave?’ I had this mad infiltration of teenage boys, ski sloping into my DM’s all begging me to love them…the only way an ‘Egyptian sex-slave’ would know how?

I’m 39. Infact 40, in December. I don’t want a teenage boyfriend EVER. Even as a teenager, I didn’t want a teenage boyfriend. Haha. Plus, I’m NOT A REAL LIFE ‘Egyptian Sex-Slave.’ Lol. It was Halloween? I’m a playful, Asian mum of two.

Then….after the teenager dm slides, came a cluster of submissive, male sex-slaves who wanted me to be their ‘Dom.’

I’ve accidentally posted Ronnie’s DM again…below…and I can’t for the life of me figure out how to delete it? Haha. FFS!!!

Anyway…lots of excitement with the ‘Egyptian vibes’ and it was fun! I loved it. I felt sexy and playful. It was just sooo…me! I felt alive, gentle, yet powerful.

I sent Ryan his OWN 1st take of the video, before it went ‘live,’ which he didn’t at all see, until AFTER I’d posted a different ‘take’ on my profile.

Everyone keeps asking me what video HE got. Well…he just got his own. It was mild. Practically only 1% naughtier than the actual ‘for everyone’ video. I didn’t have time to make it ‘extra’ delicious, simply because the bloody door knocked and a delivery guy had the new last minute, school blazers, that I ordered for the kids. Hahaha.

I opened the door as a flipping ‘Egyptian Sex-Slave.’ He smiled….lingered in thought…Then as he walked away, he looked back… blissfully. I just waved, smiled and slammed the door shut. Lol. What? I’m Yorkshire. I’m sure there’s a fee for a lingering peek. Haha.

So, I’ve just wrapped on a short film ‘Stained Canvas,’ by the wonderful Jayne Slater and I’m gonna be briefly telling you about my time on set, in my next blog. That way it doesn’t get mixed up with sexy stuff. Haha. But the film is incredible. I’m so grateful to have been part of it! I’d work for that team over & over again! Absolutely SUPERB!

That’s to come though…

Straight after I wrapped…the next day, we had our first full cast red through for the second series of ‘A Series of Light.’

Oh my GOD! The script is insane!!! I obviously can’t you anything about it. No spoilers here!!! 🙂 However, I’m LUCKY & HONOURED to playing ‘Detective Jackie Lambert.’ I live for her and it was so good to read with everyone and meet them virtually. The story is insane. It’s gripping. It’s dark. It’s alive! Written by Gage Oxley & Jess Redhead.

The first season is currently running on Amazon Prime. So go check it out. ‘A Series of light.’ It’s a phenomenal series and the talent is mind blowing! They go places were lots of actors darent go…and Bruce’s monologue in ‘Limelight’ is out of this world.

I’m in the sequel to ‘Red Light,’ Which is ‘Street light.’ (So me. Lol.)

Go watch the First series. Enjoy it.

At the end of this month the kids and I are booked to film ’Dinosaur Hotel’ a new feature film. So I hope that all goes ahead…because I’m so so excited. Yet, I don’t know whether ‘Lockdown 2’ is gonna cause any problems? (If you’re not from the UK, just so you know, we’re headed back into Lockdown for the second time, this Thursday!)

I should be stressed about it, but there’s no point. I’m just getting on with it merrily.

This morning my mum & I ‘B&M’med it. (My predictive text wanted to change that to ‘bummed.’ Haha.)

Sometimes we have these urges, where we’ll just look at one another and know we need to go to B&M and just buy anything and everything!

I went in for sparklers. I came out with £55’s worth of all sorts and a candy floss making machine??? Haha.

God knows what she bought? But we were certainly delighted!

When I got home I had a self tape audition. So i boshed that out and just as I ‘hit’ the button to end filming…my phone started ringing!

As soon as I looked at the number on my screen…I knew who it was and immediately my entire body filled up with glee!

‘Hi, is that Chrissie..?’

‘Oh my god!!! It IS…YES!’

And just like that…on Wednesday I’m on your telly!

Life is GOOD! All these crazy, amazing things keep happening to me, out of the blue!!!

When life is on your side….

I feeling really good today! So many wonderful things are happening. I’m in a great mood and I think it’s because a lot of ‘do gooding’ is currently occurring in Wunna land. It’s crazy! But the actual ‘buzz’ that I’m getting from making people smile, doing something to help others, changing the world a wiggle at a time & giving back…is making me feel on top of the world. I’m feel like some kind of ultra gleeful, superhero of boujiness.

It’s great!

Right okay, so…work wise, I start filming the most amazing short film ‘Stained Canvas’ next week! I could not be more excited to bring ‘Lily’ the bohemian fashion designer to life & I can’t wait to work with Jayne Slater, who’s an award winning, young film maker!

I’ve also just watched and shared the new promo video for ‘Isolation The Series 2’ by Steve Leeds and I can’t wait to be a part of that! It’s such an innovative series.

I’m in a feature film that shoots November. It has dinosaurs in it. The Wunna babies are in the film also and well I cannot wait to work with Scott Jeffery and Jagged Edge Productions. They’re a great team. A strong team.

And finally, I’ve joined the cast of ‘Series of Light’ season 2 on Amazon Prime UK & US and we’re set to film by the end of the year. I can’t wait to sass about as DC Jackie Lambert. (The character name alone gets me going!! Thank you Gage Oxley & Jessica Redhead.)

So…you’ve got all that!

In the meantime, whilst I’ve been learning my lines…a lot of you will know that on Friday Nov 20th I’m gonna be giving up my bed and sleeping rough to raise funds and build awareness for the charity ‘End Youth Homelessness,’ (who provide support and accommodation for young homeless people between the ages of 16-25.

I only just started pushing it and promoting it not last night but the night before…because I’d been so busy. I had a target of £100 because for every £100 I make in funds, it provides a young homeless person with FOUR nights warm & safe accommodation this Christmas!!!

Thanks to YOU my just giving campaign began trending over night and in 2 days I’d not only hit my target fund goal, but doubled it.

I cannot thank you enough for your support. It means so much to me, honestly from the bottom of my heart. Plus, it’s kinda special to know that during these hard times people ARE still wanting to give and make things better for others.

I feel the love. I feel the support and I truly appreciate it. Words can’t describe how wonderful your help has made me feel. Like you, I’m human and have been through many hard times. I’ve always tried not to talk about them, simply because I’m a ‘take it on the glitzy chin’ kinda girl. My inner ‘Northern’ gives me that ‘tough as old boots’ vibe. Plus, I always wanted to whizz a more positive vibe out there.

Yet realistically, there’s nothing MORE positive than someone’s TRUTH and someone who can TELL THEIR STORY without shame, with the intention to inspire and with a non-alcoholic smile on their face. (I hate that I’m not or drinking right now. I want pina coladas….strong ones…. slide down an imaginary bar at me, so I can erotically sniff them.)


The money you’ve helped raise so far for my ‘Sleep Out’ campaign will now help provide TWO young homeless people with safe and warm accommodation this Christmas! (They’re off the dangerous streets and that settles my heart. It makes me smile!)

I’m over the moon. I’m actually looking forward to sleeping rough for the night. I’m gonna try and document it all, if I can. But let’s keep the excitement going and get as many children and young adults into a safe place for Christmas! I mean, there’s young single mums out there, on the streets…with their kids, trying to fend for themselves! They need help and we can help them. There’s should be no barriers….just that good old thing called love.

So please do please do find it in your heart to donate…Even just £1 makes a huge difference! I mean sending video messages and signed pics to everyone who donates. You can even win a virtual date!!! Donate at the link below:

So, I had a bunch of ‘Zoom’ meetings today, one after the other…and I sent out quite a lot of emails and press releases out. Ruby had an audition and Junior ate baguettes on the street, whilst we were practicing ‘just sitting and being glared at’ and finding good homeless ‘sleepy’ spots on our after school walk.

But earlier this morning I found a REALLY amazing organisation @SCCCC (@Sheffield 4C) whilst I was on Twitter posting my ‘Fifty Shades’ video. Lol.

Anyway, they have a Penpal Scheme where people like you & I write letters or draw pictures etc…(The idea is that it’s ‘Happy Mail.)

You then send your letters/paintings to them and they have it delivered to various isolated old people within the community, who may not have ANY family or friends, simply to make them smile, feel appreciated, let them know that’s the thought of and well it helps combat loneliness.

How lovely!!!!

It made me immediately flash back to a time…years ago…when I worked in a coffee shop. A cheeky gentleman named ‘Albert’ used to always come in. He was loud, flirty and naughty.

He always use to crack the lost hilariously inappropriate jokes. One day he walked in…But he looked so sad. I asked him what the matter was…He simply looked at me and quietly said…

‘You don’t want to ever be 80. It’s the loneliest time.’

He then walked away…It just never left me. It’s one of my flash backs. I wonder why we hold onto some flash backs, but not others? Why does our brain choose certain moments? Or is it our soul that does the selecting?

Therefore with that’s being said ‘Wunna Land’ went into action. I was full, speed ahead and began hand washing, sanitising and then grabbing paper to write as many letters as I could.

The babies (Ruby & Junior) then joined in on the action and started drawing and painting their ‘happy mail,’ to send off.

So far we have 50 pieces of ‘Happy Mail’ to make anyone who is feeling lonely smile!

What a BUZZ!

It’s been such a delight to do them and take part in the Penpal scheme and well i think YOU should too because it feels so rewarding. It’s just so easy. It’s a great thing to do as a family and it takes nothing to just write one happy letter or paint one happy picture! It will make an old person smile and feel appreciated! That’s all you have to do!

Anyway, I’ve noticed that whilst a delightful amount of ‘do gooding’ and giving back to others is happening, a great deal of pretty wonderful things keep happening TO ME!?!

Now, I don’t know whether it’s because i feel good, or whether it’s because the karma thing is the real deal? But I’m kinda genuinely noticing that if you give out love, it really does come back to your threefold. (No joke.) I’m watching it happen to me, over and over again!

If I wasn’t so tired, I’d definitely be having an imaginary rum right now! Why am I so old?

All my love,

Chrissie x

Ps/ I’ll leave you with this. I mean, I filmed it so you might as well watch it. Lol (Infact, you’ve probably already seen it, it’s been chilling on my insta for a day..)